28 June 2014 Mama was buried at the Truro Cemetery. It is now 5 years later and I am yet to get closure from the www.gov.uk and the www.judicialombudsman.gov.uk that colluded with www.leyf.org.uk to deny me my entitlements not to be discriminated against. This is the second Miscarriages of Justice I encountered in the UK after experiencing bereavement and loss. If you don’t believe I am a credible witness read www.acas.org.uk/researchpapers and identify the Nursery Nurse who worked with the NHS Workplace Nursery. Hence the reason after using www.ico.org.uk I was referred to https://www.gov.uk/government/publications/record-retention-and-disposition-schedules by the data.access@justice.gsi.gov.uk after wranglings.  This was after I was made a target by https://www.gov.uk/employment-tribunal-decisions/ms-m-myers-v-london-early-years-foundation-2300047-2016 after having the entire systems and establishments against me on behalf of exploiters. 

On the Road to Damascus again
My experiences since my encounter at Southwark Police Station on 18 June 2019. With Tammie.Lawrance-Blake@met.police.uk and Owen.Pyle@met.police.uk and kev.B.Webster@met.police.uk left me dreading the #motives of the Police in dealing with my concerns. As a matter of fact, it took me going public on https://www.google.com for the www.policeconduct.gov.uk to #appoint the following ratna.khanam@policeconduct.gov.uk as the Casework Manager. It’s interesting that it has taken the Independent Office for Police Conduct (IOPC) all this time to act on my concerns!

I was left #traumatized by the incident that I have written my Summary and send to the Police and the (IOPC). Although I have asked for the #minutes from the meeting, I am as yet to hear from those involved. But I am waiting for the optunate moment to read the response from the Casework Manager. I will not be in a hurry and cause them to #stress me out like before. I have been dealing with www.leyf.org.uk LEYF Nurseries #LEYF and #psychopaths from the terrorist cells who set out to #manipulate others to make me a victim. As is/was the case at https://www.gov.uk/…/ms-m-myers-v-london-early-years-founda…. Today marks the 5th year since my mother was #buried.

I have not been sleeping well as a result of the terrible experiences of the past weeks. Therefore, I was left with my Fight4justice fighting #depression for several days www.slam-iapt.nhs.uk/southwark. I just was not functioning as is the norms when this is happening. I was up early, as usual, felt sleepy and went back to bed. However, I was struck by this thought so decided to get out of the bed and go down to the Citizen Advice Bureau at the Blue. I was way too early for CAB, so went to collect my laptop. Coming back I joined the queue from the back. But someone was arguing with me and everyone expected me to keep quiet whilst I am getting verbally #abused. Getting the advice about where next to turn, sort of helped me to understand my options.

I came home and felt my spirit lifting as I just started doing what I know I have to get done to go on to find my purpose. On my way home from Cardboard Citizens www.cardboardcitizens.org.uk I was talking to my friend who told me that my friend came to see her and had a chat about us. I was pleased to hear that at least he is reading/listening to what I am saying and taking some of the things that are important to me on board. That will certainly make for a smoother #transition when the time is right. I think I am happy as I will ever be with how things are working out for us. I certainly deserve to be rid of these draining experiences the past 5 years, which have taken a toll on me.

Meeting a Total Stranger in the Shop
I was looking at the #headlines as is usual when this young man walked past me. As I approached the counter to pay and get the lottery ticket, he offered me a bottle of something. He claims to have bought it for £14.00 with his credit card, which was lost. He offered it to me for £4.00. The #shop keeper was shaking his head. He has another bottle in a #dirty plastic bag and #drained on the counter where he rested it. Me being me I began to #question him and that’s when I noticed the burns that I assumed to be #acid and my natural instincts #reinforced by my involvement with www.cardbordcitizens.org.uk kicked in. He began to talk and was sounding emotional. Saying it happened in Dagenham. However, some of his stories weren’t adding up and he was dressed in a thick coat.

I left the shop, I asked him to follow me and he said his name is Charles. I tell him I am taking him home but he must #promise to behave himself. He bent down to touch the ground and promise. I told him my house is in a mess but I have an offer to make him. I got in the house, ask him to sit whilst I take the paper to give my husband. As an #afterthought, I picked up the handbag that contains my life and takes it with me. I had met this total #stranger in a shop and although I was prepared to take the chance and offered him help. I was not going to put #temptations in his way, we are only human and prone to our #conscious and unconscious #biases. Because Winsome Duncan: Author, Artist & Book Confidence Coachwww.peachespublications.co.uk and https://www.ryanclement.com/ done to me. Because I know I could not deal with what the Devil was telling me why I took up the #handbag.

I wanted to tell this 41-year-old man’s story with the hope he could get the help he needs. Everything I tried he is opposing it. I gently told him that he has to want to help himself and if he didn’t want to do so, he might as well go. I asked him to #sign a form to give me #permission to tell his story. He has to let his #lawyer see the form first. He needs to get his #passport to take a picture as I did telling http://worldreferee.com/referee/valdin-legister/bio. Knowing how clever us #black people are, I realize he was dodging something. I did not want to seem to be #prying too much. I give him my card and tell him maybe he would like to go. Because I couldn’t help him any further. That’s when he decided to write his name on the form.

I asked him how much for the Oyster and he says £8.00+ and I give him £10.00. I #copy the form and give to him and he asked for my phone number. I told him I’d given him my card. He was very #gracious and thank me before leaving. Coming in and sitting where he had sat, I notice the card on the sofa. So he must have left it. I noticed some of his excuses seemed to be well ##rehearsed. But I am not sure. I know for a fact my own experiences have #clouded my judgment and I might be too harsh on him. But as I said to him, he is a total stranger, I meet on the street. So he has to put that same amount of trust I did, taking him to my home. Or otherwise, there is nothing else I can do.

He relented in the end and was saying things like if I have any work for him to do he would come and help me. He seemed in a better frame of mind than when he came in. So, somehow, I might have reached him with my #kind offer. He went and I carried on with my work. I am thanking God for making me the person who I am to still be able to see the good in others. Because I would like to know more about that young man who could be my son. He sounded #bitter when he was talking about the acid. Luckily for him, I didn’t notice any #facial mark. But from his neck down it can be seen that he was badly burned.

There is no way of knowing the #impact on him #mentally. Although the physical of the cause of the acid burns might have healed leaving scars it’s the #physiological scars that might need to be assessed and looked into. I doubt he was trying it on to get the sympathy from me, either. He said he is/was desperate and that was noted. For a big man to burst into tears talking about his condition is something to take a stack of. Because what www.leyf.org.uk have done to me in the past 5 years have impacted me #negatively.

Updated: 29 June 2019
Spoke to the shop keeper and was told the young man is a regular in the shop and I should not have given him the money. So I guess that is the end of the story as far as I am concerned.
Written by: Mervelee Myers
Mental Health & SEND Advocate