Discovery Of Self After 49 Years Struggling To Know…

Facebook Memories 18th February 2019

Oh, wow have to write abt the #sanctity of #marriage for the 19th. I could have been the grandma of Jihadi #bride… Updates 18/2/2019: The 19/2/2019 will be 23 years when my friend called me saying Ratty, if you stand up, sit down. I took everything I was told in my stride. Think about the situation and later sat down and write to my son Kevin Murray a letter. I could only give him the best advice from my position of a mother who loves her child unconditionally. And I refused to be ruled by my emotions, but let good sense prevail. If Kevin is/was a hoarder like his younger brother Valdin Legister, he would still have that letter today. I refuse to get in arguments with anyone about what I did or didn’t do for Kevin and his family.  

I call a #spade what it is. Not a #shovel if I know it might be #hoe… Going to bed now. Exhausted… Updates 2019: It’s revealing what making comments on a Facebook post can do? This time it has opened up a can of worms. I have encountered this kind of treatment from the time a High School student choose to misconstrue what I wrote from a question I was asked. The trolling have not stopped. To the point where made me a victim. For the second time after presiding over another miscarriage of justice.

I went to a funeral & Mama Stuffy #nose Dr family was there. She nuh blow and mi no cough. We #live & #die… Updates 2019: I grew up hearing my mother talking about her family and the missed opportunities. Because her father was just too proud to accept help from his well-to-do relatives. Maybe that’s why I never paid much attention to what Mama was telling us about her family. I am sure now, some of mum’s missed opportunities resulted in the resentment she had for those who acted better than others. Believe me, her attitudes rubbed off on her children. That’s why when I discovered this man who I’d seen on a regular basis in the area visiting others, was mum’s first cousin, I was shocked. I was raised to accept everyone regardless of their statuses. That’s why I take report about Rev Rose Hudson-Wilkin with a pinch of salt. She is mum’s distant relative via her grandmother, Ms. Fran Desport.  

Raymond Hall used to come to visit his #family out the Road. Then I hear he is Mama’s #1stCuz. I don’t like Stuffy Nosed Peeps… Updates 2019: Because of my Father’s fractured relationship within his family. He made sure to tell us about our history. Now I know why my elder brother stay put in Jamaica despite the opportunities to migrate to the USA. Papa had spoken to him on his death bed about his responsibilities as the eldest. And his duty of care to our mother.

Relationship Quote: Cuz Lambert “Wey Aunt Elsie?” Mi to Lambert Thompson “A U #real Auntie or a so U call her?” Kannanapo, I didn’t know… Updates 2019: I was brought up to respect everyone, regardless of age, status, class, gender. I used to joke to myself that my father would tell the dog he passed on the road how-di-do? But that was manifested in the way we treated the animals. I told the Senior HR Dilys Epton of about the pet dog we had. I said if I was an animal the RSPCA would rescue me from BIB.  

Add a Donate Button   Updates 2019: All Facebook does is assigned someone to monitor my postings. Because they are still intent on closing my account.  Add a donate button to your post to raise money for a nonprofit, and we’ll take care of the donation processing with no fees. To raise money for a personal cause instead, create a personal fundraiser. Trey Young, Claudette Reid and 12 other friends have donated through Facebook. Choose Nonprofit to Add Button. Epilepsy Foundation of America Epilepsy SocietyCURE: Citizens United for Research in Epilepsy.  See All. 

Mervelee Ratty Nembhard.  10 hrs ·  It’s no coincidence that #Parkinson‘s & #Epilepsy in my DNA. But they no longer hold that #fear for me. I can live with them… Updates 2019: Please go to to find out why I am a participant in research? After discovering my DNA Results Summary Ethnicity Estimate: Ivory Coast/Ghana – 39%. Cameroon/Congo – 19. Nigeria – 19%. Benin/Togo – 15% and Migration: African Caribbeans, I am discovering my Multiple Identities at

Mi used to tek Mass Roland mek #pass. Now mi have my sister #Pinky fi chat bout… Updates 2019: I knew of my sister’s existence because dad used to talk about Youvonney. She only became reality when I was cleaning out my granny’s house and came across her birth certificate. Only significant other facts I recalled was she was born in November 1948. It was in 2014 when I was home for my son’s wedding that my brother Balis and Ms. Connie brought my mum’s life of struggling to let me know the history I missed out on. The only thing I could have done was use my creative skills and talent to write Mama’s story for others to understand her after she had died. That’s why will not restrict 5 years of discrimination to 1 page. That’s not me, I write realms.  

Grandpa #twin sister is buried at Caney too… Have to do the #research. Some of Mama peeps were too posh for us. RQ any1… Updates 2019: This is for those of my family who are ashamed of their history. That’s why I am in the predicament I was placed in by because of jealousy. As I said my father told me his history because he was a Story Teller. I am still learning about my mum’s history.

But my #sister was #Pinky because she was near to being #white. High colour #brown & tall like St Bess GanGan… Updates 2019: I have been aware of my Multiple Identity for years from the time I was young. This could be identified from the makeup of my family. I suffered much because of my differences and this affected me until I was advised by to seek Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT). Unlike others who were concerned about my grandson’s red hair, I was not. He inherited some of it from his Uncle Ashter.

I am #right, GanGan did not come back out of her house after she poured #talcum powder on Uncle Terah… Updates 2019: I only discovered via www.slam-iapt.nhs/southwark how much the lives of the women folks were/are similar to mine. I am proud to be the family of those strong women down the generations for whom giving up was never an option. So you are welcome to your Relationship Quotes. I am creating the legacies.

I was not the last to see Papa #alive. Balis was with him when he was #traveling home to glory… Updates 2019: Talking to Balis yesterday put more of the myths to bed. That’s why will have to give explanations for perverting the course of justice. 

Mass Balis called. We chat & he helps me #clear up the Mad Head. Papa #died 1 Saturday morning. He did lose his vocals… Updates 2019: I am working to benefit from living my life for God. That’s the only way I will be able to have the kind of life my parents, in particular, my dad had. When nothing, illnesses or poverty could stop him from having a fulfilling life to the very end. That’s why better know what’s the role of Government or Parliament in applying the Rules of Law. 

Shared a memory. 17 hrs ·  Oh my word, I am very much sticking to my OCD, I wear this #outfit to #church today! 8 Years Ago.See Your Memorieschevron-right


Mervelee Ratty Nembhard is with Employment Appeal Tribunal and 2 others. February 23, 2011 · I grew up in a Christian home if anyone cares to believe…??? Yes, there is a Serious Side to ME too, but I have to celebrate my Multiple Identities….!!!! Updates 2019: I wrote this 8 years ago before I was targeted by trolls. Since the neglected their duty of care to a vulnerable employee, I have been made a target. That’s why thinking they can get away with getting Facebook and Twitter Legal Team to contact me? Now claims it’s okay to breach the Equality Act 2010.

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We hope you enjoy looking back on your memories on Facebook, from the most recent memories to those long ago. I definitely do, because this is all I have left to clear my name. The refuse to give me a voice. Despite me making contributions to their Mental Health CRUSADE. Now is doing the same after I attended the Live Event and submitted my report “Is Modern Slavery thriving in the UK?”

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  1. Want to know more go to Even was trying to target me about their idea of positive experiences for users. But what do they know about my lived experiences that and cohorts used to radicalised me after the death of my mother? I have been locked out of Social Media Platforms despite the Communities I created since joining, etc…

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