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When LEYF Think They Can Get Away?
Pre-Valentines Memo to Detractors & Plotters
Updates – 13.2.2018: The plotters and distractors that I will name now are Tania Silva and Michelle Hoofong. Tania Silva was finally offered the Deputy Managers job on a platter after attending many interviews. She told me she reached the stage that she could not even answer the questions, but the job was given to her. This is the same Tania who I treated as a daughter and encourage to join me at https://www.linkedin.com. That was after the CEO June O’Sullivan sent out memos for employees to sign up to contribute to June’s blog. The memo was sent to lutonstreet@leyf.org.uk, where we worked at the time.
On the 15 June 2012 New post on June’s blog: Read your 2 year-old a bedtime story, and start to slowly peel off the label of disadvantage before it sticks. By this time LEYF was becoming not the place that I had started in 2009 because of the infighting and jostling for positions. But I thought this was due to the changes that are part of any transitions. The Head of Children Services and Families Karen Walker resigned on the spot after running training workshops, in 2013. There were talks of disagreement between her and June O’Sullivan. Thereafter there was an exodus of the employees who were flying the toxic workplace that http://www.leyf.org.uk was becoming.
As for Michelle Hoofong, she came as a student, whom I mentored until she was manipulated by the psychopaths. She was given the posts of Duty Manager and Each One Teach One (E1T1) in no time with the changes that was geared towards making LEYF the biggest in the Early Years Sector by either foul or fair means. By this time LEYF did not care how they go about discriminating against anyone they think was not part of their world domination by selling out quality for quantity. Pretty soon you will have to understand how June O’Sullivan blog was going to be self-fulfilling prophecy for Mervelee Myers!
The Pen is mightier than the Sword & when all else fails I rely on Social Media to do my TALKING! So U 2 Dutty Crab LooSass who tink dat a fi enuh TINKING SHIT did a MEK HAMMONDS pastry wey me used 2 nyam. I will let enuh know now dat dere was nuh way dat I MIN-M was going to tek dah baits & fall in di traps enuh set fi I? Enuh betta tank Jehovah GOD dat He spoke 2 me & I listened so am a Changed Person or else all hell woulda bruk loose 2day…! I was so frigging bex I walked the 11 bus stops since I got back from hols to get rid of my pent up emotions. Just so U know I am 2 ole now fi guh stick my head under any ole tinking asshole fi kiss & even thou me ole peeps dem did larn me sey U haffi kiss arse b4 U cawn kick it… I refused to succumb 2 any such feats fi climb up nuh ladder, career or odda wise suh me nah guh reach nuh furda dan we me deyah!
Updates – 13.2.2018: I have done work from everyone at LEYF in a top down, bottom up approach like the experts, Ranging from the CEO June O’Sullivan to the Apprentice and Students on placements. Of whom I can name Elizabeth Reid, now manager at Queens Park. Trison Grant, who I mentored as an Apprentice and advised to take the position she was offered. Learning Support Assistant Suzane Murados, for whom I write a reference. Because although she served LEYF well, she was not good enough to be offered the post she interviewed for.
But that’s nothing new, as I was the only LEYF employee shortlisted for the post of Lead EYFS Practitioner. But not considered good enough for the job. However I am still seeing my intellectual properties been used by LEYF. As recently as Saturday 3rd February 2018 10:00-11:00 June O’Sullivan Quality provision – building a skilled and motivated early years team. This was at Nursery World Show 2018. They even refused me access to my own images on Social Media. The same way, I was refused access to my FILE, before I transferred from Luton Street. Gemma Manns who sent me LinkedIn request was responsible for this.
Me dun know how hard it is to get 2 di tap a any ladder & tank GOD me never tumble from di top a any b4 & doan intend 2 in me ole age yah now! Reasons are me ole bones dem nuh heasy fi set? Dere is an old saying dat by dere deeds & wuds yeah shall know dem & I know more than most. Suh if enuh tink enuh reach wey enuh wawn fi go, just galong settle cause me is still on me journey. From me eyes dem deh a mi knees me a help wid me Madda Wash Belly & numerous nieces & nephews. Den me tun bad gal & have 2 picknies by di time me 20, suh me nuh need nuh piece a paper fi change a dutty nappy.
Updates -13.2.2018: That’s why I am going after LEYF and the ET for what they have done to me. I am part of Dr Maria Hudson 2012 Research Paper Ref: 01/12. ACAS: research@acas.org.uk and http://www.acas.org.uk. And the reasons that I have to write a Review of the Employment Tribunals – A Personal Perspectives by: Ms M.I.Myers. Written by: Mervelee Myers for Statistical Purposes.
At nuh stage in my wukking life have I ever collected money under false pretence. I am a stickler to my wuk ETHICS & no 1 can complained dat I left dem in the lurch without doing wat I was supposed to. Got an emblemised record on many scores & refused to pay lip service & stab any1 in the back. I did see di 2 a enuh plotting wid me 2 eyes when me walk in di room. Guess U never expected me back then?
Updates – 13.2.2018: Now the Employment Tribunal can explain about https://www.gov.uk/employment-tribunal-decisions/ms-m-myers-v-london-early-years-foundation-2300047-2016. How they have breached their own Employment Laws and Legislation, by indirect discrimination. By breaching the Human Rights and Data Protection Acts and leaving me a victim of scammers. I am not sure whether the powers that be are aware that what they have done placing the judgement online is terroism. Because this gave my coach of http://www.peachespublications.co.uk, ideas to terrorise me. She and her Employment Barrister http:www.ryanclement.com/ who she get to scam me.
They must have planned to harm me at her birthday party on the 27th October 2017. Because I was ill and unable to attend, they got the Police and Ambulance to come to my house to section me. Claiming I wrote on Facebook, I was suicidal. Strangely enough, although I am in the http://www.hctgroup.org. HCT Group Impact Report 2016 Changing Times, Lasting Impact, page 9. The statistic 1 in 5 suicides are associated with unemployment did not catch my attention until Barrister Ryan Clement pointed it out to me. See if you understand what they were planning to do? I have all the correspondences , vocal and in writing to prove my case.
Just got back from hols where it was brought home to me so vividly about the diverse & complex needs of the VULNERABLE Young & Old in society. How di fuck can any1 profess to CARE if they are prepared to deny any Vulnerable persons a bit of FOOD in order to meet Managerial Targets? Then U tink that U gwine play silly games by challenging me over my Concerns because U claim U are AUTHORITY! Wat di fuck I proclaim Victory over the ploys of Satan & then U expect me to value & respect the religion dat U believed in.
Updates – 13.2.2018: My MOTHER have since died. I transfered to BIB, HOC and New Cross after coming back from her funeral in July 2014. I have not had the chance to grieve properly for my mum. But I have lost other family members, hence my Janet Beeput Page on Facebook. Once again I am experiencing loss and bereavement. Because of the discrimination and miscarriages of justice by the Employment Tribunal, I am still waiting on closures. In the meantime, I am the one suffering with my Mnetal Health Conditions, trying to represent myself at the EAT. Because of the bigotry by the judges at LondonSouthET@hmcts.gsi.gov.uk. The two times I have the misfortunate to end up there.
But not only that, I have not worked since I was forced to resign from LEYF with a nervous breakdown. The http://www.voicetheunion.org.uk sent Union Reps with me to the Disciplinary and Appeal. Union Rep Darren Mahon disappeared. Solicitor Arwen Makin tried to get me not to Appeal, saying the discrimination is written in the contract. Then I have aguments with Mark Essex. Andy Garwood came to the Appeal to tell them he was not at the Disciplinary, so he could do nothing. I sent in a grievance which was not upheld like my RACISM claims that judge Martin strike out repeatedly. But the union is still taking my fee, and tried to get me to sign away my Membership.
My Guiding Entity God gave me the Strength today to keep strong & kept my Dignity intact & I guess I must have become more resolute after spending time with my Mother?
So the next time I bump into U 2, U means even less than a load of shit that I accidentally trod into & have to clean from my shoes! Just so U know I won’t be provoked again because I have travelled down these beaten tracks many times b4. I am a much wiser person who have the Scars to tell of my experiences & I swear never to lose my composer ever again.
Updates – 13.2.2018: My stories are to be found at: https://www.facebook.com/public/Mervelee-Myers. Google: http://www.google.com. Mervelee Tomlinson/Pulse https://www.linkedin.com. My son http://worldreferee.com/referee/valdin-legister/bio. Basic School Teacher http://www.jbsf.org.uk. Grandson https://www.vmbs.com. Twitter https://twitter.com/rattynem. Charity http://www.morellomarketing.com. SLP http://www.icsouthlondon.co.uk. NWS http://www.nurseryworldshow.com/london. OU http://www.oug.org.uk/awards. DE expressletters@express.co.uk. MC http://www.merveleeconsultancy.uk. HCT http://www.hctgroup.org. Government http://www.gov.uk/Number10. Educare http://educare.co.uk/. Website http://myvision.org.uk. Fight4justice http://www.MerveleeConsultancy.uk. Website https://mervelee.wordpress.com. My Website: http://www.youtube.com/Channel/UCBCqloBmT16XFBLAOPdvtFw. I know more about Parkinson’s disease than most… 3.4.2015. My Personal Experiences of Parkinson’s disease – Updated 17.82017 https://plus.google.com/. Appearance on http://skynews.com/. Community Council http://www.southwark.gov.uk. Walk for Parkinson’s https://www.parkinsons.org.uk/get-involved/events. Charity http://www.justgiving.com/Mervelee-Myers.
So I am prepared to turn the other cheek instead of fight my corners like a Bat out of Hell! I don’t suffer fools gladly, I will forgive but never forget, as I have this need to keep my Sanity. So next time U decide to come in my face, U better be prepared for the outcome if we are in public spaces!
Updates 13.2.2018: Last year at the Nursery World Show 2017, I was stalked by 2 Young White Men. I know the reasons for that. I decided to move on and put everything behind me, but somehow I get the impression that the editor of http://www.nurseryworld.co.uk/ thought I owe her an apology for her indirect discrimination when she send me an email. Thats after excluding me from the Nursery World FORUM on LinkedIn. Blacklisting and Networking is against the law, just in case they don’t know about the Rules of Law like the three (3) judges who conducted the ET case Myers v LEYF?
Dem sey if U a guh dead, sumady who claims say dem know U haffi hab han ina it, or else U live til dem sun U. Di plots backfired big times!!
Updates – 13.2.2018: This year at the NWS, I was assaulted by one Young White girl. She was stalking me throughout and was actually invading my personal space when I was at the Cooking Zone, where the Chef Gloria was demonstrating cooking. She held unto my hand, grabbed my phone. Shouting at me, when I decided to give her a taste of her own medicine. So she run off claiming she was going to get security. Which left me to think that this was another of LEYF well orchestrated plots from the time I got back from burying my MOTHER. But there was to be more drama on the day when June O’Sullivan was doing her seminar. That will need a whole review in itself. Which I will be doing as soon as the EAT is finished.
On Valentine’s Day 14th February 2014 the 34th years since my Dad was laid to rest. I LOVE di 2 a unuh the same way U Love Me… LIKE HOW FLY LOVE SHIT! Hope I make myself clear enough?
Updates -13.2.2018. Now I have lots more people, organisations, the establsihment and systems to put on the list of those that I HATE with VENGEANCE!
Mervelee Ratty Nembhard Suh me get di bitter taste of today out of my system & me a guh mek sure I PRAY to Jah Almighty GOD 4 forgiveness b4 me guh lidung? JAH dun know Me inside out suh me nuh fraid!!!
Anthony Hinds Dont Bow sis Myers
I have Atypical Parkinsonism!
I Am My DNA
My Mama
I was touched by the story I read in the Daily Express newspaper http://www.express.org.uk, on Monday 2nd February 2015 – express yourself. Since I am into research, so I am in a better place to handle the important matters in my life. That will impact on the person I will eventually become in my old age, if I am lucky to live as long as my Mother, 90 years old. I am availing myself of all the necessary information to make it easier for my family to better understand me. And therefore, better educated and equipped to deal with me? When anyone ask about the things that are of interests to me, you won’t hear me naming any of the popular programmes on television or social media.
Because frankly I am not interested in most of them and do not have the time to watch them either. Neither will I waste my hard earned cash and valuable money buying those daily gossip magazines. Because I am not that interested in the lives of A-Z list celebrities who don’t have anything to teach me about life. Instead you will find me focussing on researching and documenting my family history for the future generations, if any of them are interested? I am living with my regrets of not knowing much about some of my ancestors, who were the key in making me the person who I am today and will become later on.
After reading Sarah King’s story in the newspaper about her husband Andrew, my Mother is the first person who came to mind. The reason she came to mind is because she is the last of my immediate family to depart this life on 01.06.2014 at the ripe old age of 90. The most significant reason for my Mother coming to mind is the fact that she suffered from DEMENTIA http://www.alzheimers.org.uk/getinvolved, for a number of her twilight years. Believe it or not I am the person who diagnosed her condition from distances, here in the UK. After I had enhanced studies whilst living in this country of opportunity.
In addition to my Early Years Practice 2006 studies, Foundation Degree In Early Years 2008 and Working Together For Children 2010. I had done an Open University http://www.aoug.org.uk/awards, Health and Social Care Level 2 course in 2006. This was paid for by the Trade Union http://unison.org.uk/, at the time. That was when empowering the social care workforce was given top priority back then when I was a student. I could not help but agreed with the conclusions drawn by one of the Presenters Vicky Hutchin – The Progress Check at Two: getting it right for the child and parents at the recently concluded http://www.nurseryworldshow.com/london 2015. About the scaling down of teaching. Because for years I was reprimanded at work in Luton Street http://www.leyf.org.uk that I was not a teacher and no one wanted to hear my voice teaching.
I am an advocate of Continuing Personal Professional Development (CPPD) because I believe that knowledge is power. And I was empowered to apply my enhanced knowledge and expertise from studying about Child Development to diagnosed Mum’s condition. When I started hearing about her strange un-characteristic behaviours, I realised that something was just not right. Diagnosing Mum’s condition http://www.dementiafriends.org.uk, earlier helped put her on the pathways for getting the care and attention needed to make her life experiences better. The diagnosis enabled my family back home in Jamaica to separate the cantankerous, miserable old woman who always spoke her mind from the little old lady who was a shell of her former self.
Although I wasn’t home to play my part as I ought to, as Mum’s only daughter. I was in a better position living in the UK because I was financially secured. Having a job that I am passionate about, http://www.justice.gov.uk/tribunals/employment/claims/responding, at http://www.leyf.org.uk. From which I earned the money to contribute to her upkeep to the very end. meant that I did not have to worry about money. I made it a point of my duty to call home once per week, on a weekend. After her diagnosis to speak to her, trying to keep that bond strong and relevant as I joined groups like http://www.ageuk.org.uk/update, http://www.diabetes.org.uk, http://www.parkinsons.org.uk/research and http://www.Cruk.org as part of my reseach in keeping abreast of breakthrough in medical sciences.
As my Mother’s only girl from a brood of the eight (8) children she raised to adulthood, I was aware of my duties, especially because of the way I was raised. She had in fact buried two (2) of my Brothers before in 1994. ASHTER age 37+ years from complications, which I refused to go into. BYRON aged 56 years old in 2008, from colon cancer. My father, her Husband aged 62 years old from complications with Parkinson’s and other complications, on 9.2.1980. My granny, her Mother from a broken heart after the brutal murder of he son and other complications to do with having strokes on 6.3.1980. The death of her husband and mother a month apart in 1980. And her only Brother Terah aged 50 years old in 1978.
I sort of understand and can empathised with Sarah King about some of the emotions she is experiencing at this time in her life. Even though my Mum could not make head nor tails of what I was saying in the end. I still continued to call to hear her voice. However I had my moments when after calling home I was left to reflect on my own life because of my earlier experiences of helping Mum to care for Dad and Gran. I would end up in pieces and have to be comforted by my then partner, now my husband. Despite my misgivings and feelings of being totally useless, I couldn’t help but continue calling my Mum. I was comforted by just hearing that melodious laugh of hers and the voice by which she was best known.
Updates – 9.2.2018: I think this is where I have to let it be known that when I was affected emotionally and I informed my former employers LEYF about my plight. I have to be proactive in getting the support I needed by adopting my defensive practice. I have to put in writing about how I was unable to cope emotionally with going over to the Penfold Street Residential Home because I was affected by seeing the elderly residents. No one would do anything until I take matters in my hands, demanding what I know to be my basic rights under the Equality Act 2010. The Race Relations 1976 (Amendment) Act 2000. The Disability Discrimination Act 1995 & 2005. The Safeguarding Vulnerable Group Act 2006. The United Nations Convention on the Rights of the Child Article 14 states that it is a basic entitlement of humans to enjoy their rights and freedoms without discrimination on any grounds.
I guess all of us – my siblings and I have, and our offspring inherited Mum’s laugh in varying measures. That is why I find it so hard when others chose to ridicule me about some of my family traits and cultural heritage. Now I realise mine is my Atypical Parkinsonism, over which I have no control whatsoever. Like my Mum when I am feeling vulnerable about some of my deficits and insecurities, I try and cover them up. Mama uses her laughter, and the way she done her missing digit from her left thumb by tucking it away. I will hold and hug myself to stop my nervous tics and shakes from becoming visible. I will also try not to speak, as when I become nervous the words failed to come out.
Or I am so intent on getting the words out that that the volume increases or decreases. So when I am trying to protect myself, I am not being rude, aggressive, using body language or any of those things that others have problems with. Updates – 9.2.2018: Attending Dr Kay Mathieson http://www.lindenlearning.org. SEND: Understanding typical and atypical behaviours Seminar at the Nursery World Show 2018 helped me to clear up some of the myths about my disabilities. And the Special Educational Needs and Disability Act 2001. The Equality Act 2010 states that there is no need for me to establish a medically diagnosed cause for the impairment. What is importnat to consider is the effect of the impairment.
But on a different front anyone from Jamaica uses different body languages and cues to express ourselves in one form or another. I will conclude by saying my Mother had a very fulfilling life for almost all of her 90 years with us and not many are as fortunate as she was. It was briefly interrupted with her onset Dementia which lasted until she departed this life. I having inherited much of Mum’s indomitable traits and spirits, primarily of which was her Tender Loving Care (TLC). Which she reserved for the Young, Sick, Old and Vulnerable amongst us. My sons are of the opinion that I will benefit from Mum’s DNA.
I can only hope they are right and I continue to have a productive life as far into my dotage as is reasonably possible. But it is hard to function when others put obstacles in my way. I am positive now that like Mama, GOD put me on this earth for a purpose. After getting counselling at http://www.slam-iapt.nhs.uk/southwark, I know I have been on the road to recovery. Thats why LEYF, the Employment Tribunal and the establishments and systems will not be getting away with ruining my life. I am part of history and research. Look no further than than Dr Maria Hudson 2012 Research Paper Ref: 01/12. ACAS: research@acas.org.uk, http://www.acas.org.uk/researchpapers.
My Papa
That is why I believe I owe it to the memory of my Father to dedicate this story to him. For no other reasons than he suffered a similar fate to Andrew, Sarah King’s husband when he was in his late 40’s. Dad was struck down in the prime of his life as far back as I can recall from when I was a little girl. I was in the transitional developmental stages going through puberty. He was eventually made redundant from his job as a Common Labourer when I was still attending Secondary School. Mum had to take on the mantle wearing many hats as chief bread winner, informal carer and much more over the next 10+ years that dad struggled with his illnesses. It was the hardest thing for me to come to terms with Dad’s illness.
I had vivid memories of my Papa who worked hard for his family. In addition to his full time job as a Common Labourer, he cultivated and planted ground provisions and rice anywhere he could find a spot, to supplement his income. He was a bee keeper, and tried his hand at cattle and goat rearing too. Our home was always filled with a wide variety of fresh food products that we eat to our hearts content. What we did not eat was given away to family and friends in the community. As at that time everything was shared out for others to enjoy. I get my generosity of spirits from my parents and can only see the good in people.
Dad was a professional at most things that he put his hands to. And everyone would to this day talk about the way he kept up his yard; with the neat edges and grass cut down to lawn levels with his machete. He volunteered to cut the school yard and cleaned the street that we lived in. I still have vivid memories of Dad balancing the broomstick on the end of his finger tips and the palm of his hand. And his handwriting was just so perfect, especially the way he formed the letter N for his surname, Nembhard. He used his two (2) hands to grater the cassava, rubbing the cassava down the side of the grater at the same time in unison.
Coming from St Elizabeth meant that Dad introduced lots of the culture to Westmoreland where he eventually settled. He had a concertina that he called a flutetina that he played. And he was always playing his mouth organ or whistling along as he was always singing and praising his God in one form or another. With the onset of his inherited illness, Parkinson Disease, Dad slowly began to have the tremors. At first this was put down to him being sick with his Nerves because he overworked himself? He was used as a pioneering Guinea Pig, testing medication because I am of the opinion that not much scientific knowledge was not available at the time about Dad’s condition?
Our home was full to overflowing with all these medications in the forms of these massive tablets, most of which Dad never even take. Over the years the tiny tremors turned into more noticeable shakes. Which exacerbated into thunderous earth shattering rumbles that could be seen and heard from near and far. Dad lost control of his body as every conceivable fibre of his being shook along with the foundation of the bed or chair he was in. Dad’s illness rendered him totally useless in the end to the point where he had to have twenty four (24) hour care.
Before his slow demise into uselessness, dad continued to be the hardworking man to almost the very end as long as he could get out of bed. He’d go pick up the leaves from the yard, bathe himself with the water, Mum placed in the sun to warm. And even held my son; rocked him to sleep singing a lullaby. For me Dad’s illness was like torture as I watched him struggle with his condition getting worse over the ensuing years. Mum was selfless in her duty of care to him and then Grandma also took sick, after the death of her only Son in 1978, close to Dad’s end.
Mum had to go out to work to bring home the bacon and come home to attend to the personal care of both her loved ones; her Mother and Husband. I recalled the last time Dad came out of the house, unto the veranda and stayed for a while. He flung one of his foot over the veranda railing and was being his old self as if he had taken a new lease on life and recovered from his illnesses? I guess it might have been Mum in her infinite wisdom who said that this could have been Dad’s final visit to the veranda? She claimed that from experiences this was the case when people gained strength before their time to depart this world. Mum’s words were spot on because Dad never came back out of his room after that until he died.
Mum’s words were the self-fulfilling prophecy because Dad gained his strength to spend his final time on his veranda before becoming bedbound. His condition deteriorated so much that he was a shell of his former self. Dad was a man of slim built, but by the time he died, he had gone down to pure skeleton/skin and bones because he was bedridden. When they came to collect his body to take to the morgue, they thought he had died days before? In a sense he had died, only waiting for the breath to leave the frail body. His years of sickness had taken tolls on Mum, but she never once complained and no one ever saw her shed a tear. If she ever did, it was in privacy when no one could witness her weaknesses when her defences were down?
I on the other hand was always questioning the wisdom of God in allowing my Papa who lived his life to the Bible’s teaching to suffer so much. I would rant and rave in my heart about this unjust God who could allow my God fearing Papa to go through so much when he didn’t deserve any of it. How could this God whom my Papa worshipped with every fibre of his being allowed him to suffer such indignity in life and then continue to hold him at ransom and not release him to go home and rest? One of my Brother, ASHTER, used to say if he was alone with Dad, he would help him out of his suffering. That was before I knew anything about euthanasia.
Updates – 10.2.2018: That Brother, ASHTER died in 1994 age 37+ years and went to join Dad. He knew he was dying but keep saying he was going to live for ever. I guess that’s what kept him going, in the end he was provoked into committing criminal act and died all alone in prison. Another brother BYRON died in 2008 aged 56 years old. That’s when my problems escalated and got out of hand at the workplace, where I became part of research. My childhood traumas was triggered into Post Traumatic Stress Disorder by the discrimination I faced. And which http://unison.org.uk, Southwark Council: sen@southwark.gov.uk, and Capstick of Wimbledon contributed to ruining my career and my life. Then the Local Educational Authority and Social Services and the Local Safeguarding Board and http://www.ofsted.gov.uk join in to blacklist and networking against me.
Then imagine how I felt when I realised I inherited Dad’s Parkinson as I started to have signs and symptoms for my efforts. Then I couldn’t help but think that my Papa’s God must have been punishing me for something I might have done that I did not know anything about. I am one (1) girl of eight (8) siblings and I picked the shortest straw by inheriting Dad’s debilitating condition. Parkinson’s disease which caused him to be stuck down in his prime and struggle before he died. But to be frank knowledge is power and via studies, I have empowered myself with the information as I learnt to accept that I cannot change anything about who my parents are.
I have learnt coping mechanisms in dealing with my conditions, however there are times when I feel as if I am swamped with problems to push me over the edge? My one consolation is I was the last person to see Dad before and after he died. I do consider that to be a blessing in disguise as I had gone in the room to greet him before taking my baby son for fresh air. He was trying to talk to me but by this he’d lost his vocals and I am guessing he was saying his final goodbye to me and the new baby? Mum couldn’t believe when I got back and called out to say Dad died after going back in the room.
Maybe one of the factors to cause her disbelief was the fact that Dad died with his eyes wide opened and she closed them. Her first concerns was that Dad did not get a drink of water and was bringing it because she still did not believe he’d died. To be honest Dad’s death was a relief to everyone as we had watched his suffering over the years to the point where we were praying for his release?
Updates – 10.2.2018: That’s why because of my ordeals I am an advocate of inclusion. LEYF have deprived me of my basic Human Rights so now I am becoming active fundraising for worthy causes. The latest of which was https://www.parkinsons.org.uk/get-involved/event. I have done London Bridges Challenge 2017 events.fundraising@diabetes.org.uk. And set up my next http://www.justgiving.com/Mervelee-Myers.
Uncaring World of Today
I grew up seeing my parents sharing everything they had with those who were less fortunate than us. And yes although we were dirt poor, there were others who were worse off financially than us. I can testify to the fact that even when we were short of some of the material things in life, we were not short of food. There was always enough food to stave off hunger as Dad cultivated any and everything. That is why I could never ever think of doing anything to take bread out of the mouth of the hungry. Nor deprive them of a roof over their head and most importantly sabotaging their changes of having a fulfilling lifestyle with all the basics that God provided.
When you know your history and the journeys you have travelled to get yourself out of the poverty into which you were born through no fault of your own. You are better prepared to be sensitive to the needs of others. Have access to the emotional capital, to empathise with them and do all in your power to help them overcome and enjoy fulfilling lifestyles without putting obstacles in their way. Updates – 10.2.2018: That’s why I will be unpicking June O’Sullivan MBE-CEO of http://www.lefy.org.uk Seminar at the Nursery World Show 2018. I identify some of my intellectual properties in her Quality provision – building a skilled and motivational early years team. She will have to explain how come LEYF have the Chef Gloria masquarading and selling out her moral compass to the psychopaths that set her up that she stole food, because she refused to lie.
My family on both sides suffered from a variety of health conditions. Some of which were to render them helpless like my dad, send them to an early grave or to suffer from long lasting neurological conditions. Granddad from Mum died at an early age from Cancer. Granddad from Dad must have been the one with the defective Parkinson’s genes that dad and his sibling inherited? Updates – 10.2.2018: Now my cousin is doing the Family Tree and granddad lived to be in his 70s. So now I will be doing my DNA, because I need answers. Because Grandma lived to be 96 years old, outliving my Dad by ten (10) years and burying some of her children.
Grandma’s only deficit was that she was accidentally blinded in one eye by her dressmaker, Mother when the scissors fell on her when a baby. However that did not impact on her life very much because she was still sewing patchwork quilts and stringing needles without the aid of glasses into ripe old age. Grandma Chambers suffered strokes which finally took her home to glory in her 80th years. God rest her soul. Mum had dementia towards the end, but she had a fulfilling life nevertheless.
Researching my family history have empowered me to shake of the shackles and done so much for my self-esteem and self-confidence. I am more at ease about who I am, and who I might turn out to be as I am aging. I know full well what to expect, therefore there are no surprises for me around the corner. Although I believe that as an only girl, I have inherited most of the defective genes and DNA conditions from both sides of my family. My research placed me in a place where I am no longer afraid to face the future.
I am in control of my own destiny as I can do much to keep healthy longer. Until I reach that stage in life like my parents and grandparents before me when my family; children and grandchildren will have to take charge? However it would be great if persons in my situation are supported to make the most of what we have to offer. Instead we are being provoked and pushed over the edge to act out of character. Behaviours that have nothing to do with my DNA for the glorifications of some who don’t give a toss about the vulnerable in the society. I guess my Papa would encourage each and every one to be our brother’s/sister’s KEEPER!
35th Anniversary of Dad’s Death & 38th in 2018.
On the 35th anniversary of the death of my beloved Father Ivan Sandyman NEMBHARD. I take this time out to reclaim those precious memories of the humble man who was my Papa. When the going gets tough as it has been since the start of 2015, all I can do is bring to the fore; the knowledge, values and beliefs he taught me as his one (1) and only daughter. I know challenges there will be. But I know I will have to be strong when confronted by the wiles of Satan in the guises of some of the snakes under grasses who are out to strike. There is a saying from my culture that say “Bush have Ears”, but as my Dad would say. It is not Bush that have Ears, is the Human Being Standing in the Bush Listening.
My Granny would say “The Same Dog that takes out a Bone Will Bring Back One”. I believe it is Standard English to say that “Eaves Droppers never hear anything Good about themselves”. But mark owe I know absolutely nutn bout dis 1 cause I am a Yardie Gal in this instance. I am Loud Mouth, Brash & in Ur Face, Full of Myself with Attitudes to boot and I will always call a spade a spade no matter the consequences! However I know without a doubt I’d never do anything to deprive another Human Being of their Basic Human Rights as I am too much of my Parents Daughter!
They never only think about themselves, but every human beings for whom they could stretch forth a hand of help. If you do your research because my life is an open book and I have decided to place all my skeletons on the outside of my closets so those curious snoopers don’t have to waste their time digging. But I can’t help wishing that the cupboards might tumble dung pon dem and bury dem alive if they chose to go out of dem way to crucify others?
But back to the research, if anyone cares to take up the challenge, they will find that my Papa beats me one time only. The reason was to Cuss Bad Wuds, and I still Cuss Bad Wuds to this day even if I now do so under my breathe? Guess they will find a name for this too in the long run… Body Language, Attitudes, etc, but what happens when one (I) child with hardly any communications skills kiss teeth? Am I to come to the conclusion that that child told me to Kiss her Ass as they would have me believe? Well they say the sins of the Parents visit the 3rd & 4th generations except those who fear the Lord.
My sons have to be very careful as they will have to take on all my transgressions? Since I have inherited my Parents DNA, I am finding it hard to change from the roaring lion into the pussy cat that can hardly purr! Well mek all dem blinking Kettle carry on cussing Pot black and those without blemish can fling dah fus brick enuh hear I! I guess only my Parents would understand my perspectives on life still. Since they made me into the person whom I am. I am a Yardie Gal with the Gift of the Gabs in Chatting Gibberish! Guess is not much I can do about that no matter how hard I try to Change?
Updates – 10.2.2018: For the GOD People of the World
I could not careless what the like of Alfred Taylor and his cronies think about me. However I will give him the credit for inspiring me to get to this stage in my life that on the 38th years of the death of my Father, I have made the final hurdles into sorting out my life. He wormed his way into my heart and I think I have fallen in love with him. But maybe what I have fallen for is the memory of my Father. Thanks Alfred Taylor for been part of the Legacy. One day I will find it in my heart to forgive you and might even come to Sabbath to tell the ladies who to look out for and to be in control of their blessings.

Refusing to be a Victim?
Making the Changes in 4 Years
Mervelee Myers Review Nursery World Show 2018 6th February 2018
Written by Mervelee Myers on the 4 – 6th February 2018 for Statistical Purposes only. In order to get readers to have a feel and a better understanding of my motives. I will have to use my Facebook Postings https://www.facebook.com/public/Mervelee-Myers over the years as reference. Please feel free to make your minds up and come to your own conclusions. Without prejudice, I will be doing an in-depth write up later of events at the Nursery World Show 2018. This will be about showing how I have decided to get closures and move on from the discrimination which caused my childhood traumas to be triggered into Post Traumatic Stress Disorder by http://www.leyf.org.uk. And how the http://www.justice.gov.uk/tribunals/employment/claims/responding presided over another miscarriages of justice. Then I will be using my Defensive Practice, Continuing Personal Professional Development Plan (CPPDP) and Intellectual Properties to prove to the world that I am a credible witness unlike the way the ET have made me out to be a voiceless vulnerable with the judgement posted online in breach of the Rules of Law.
Witten by: Mervelee Myers for Statistical Purposes of my own personal experiences only. My Vision http://myvision.org.uk. Fight4justice www.MerveleeConsultancy.uk. Website https://mervelee.wordpress.com. Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/public/Mervelee-Myers. My Website: http://www.youtube.com/Channel/UCBCqloBmT16XFBLAOPdvtFw.
Yesterday 3rd February 2018 I decided to make the changes to my life that will help me to move on and take back control about the way I conduct myself in the future. Although I have been working towards this goal for a time now, it takes the intervention from God and some GOD people, He sent into my life to making this becoming the reality and I can decide to do so today. Without them I could not have come to the decisions and conclusions to let go of the anger that affected every aspect of my life from the time I returned from burying my MOTHER in July 2014. The saying that knowledge is power can certainly be taken into consideration and explained. However I will have to explain my rationale for this.
That’s why I have to admit that despite what LEYF has done to me, I will still have to thank them also for my empowerment from April 2010 to July 2014 at Luton Street and other settings that I covered in. Sending me on Medical Suspension in the hope that they were depriving me of my basic human right ended up helping me to overcoming the traumas the blighted my life from puberty. Because when they send me to Occupational Health, it was the doctor who advised me to get Cognitive Behavioural Therapy to find out why I react to situations the way I do. Counselling at www.slam-iapt.nhs.uk/southwark will show how the ET presided over another miscarriages of justice the second time round.
All on the fact that I have a diagnosis of Chronic Anxiety from Dr I Ferreira Landor Road Surgery, 134-136 Landor Road, Stockwell London SW9 9JB. Dated Tuesday 18 July 2006. I needed that as proof of my disabilities to present to the OU acc-gen@open.ac.uk when I was doing my Health & Social Care Level 2 examination. Sponsored by my union http://unison.org.uk, however I could not use the knowledge I gained from studies in the workplace at KINGS. Hence the reasons I became part of research for Dr Maria Hudson https://www.essex.ac.uk in 2010 when she interviewed me at my home. I told her I would clear my name and exonerate myself. The ET has shown that ACAS: research@acas.org.uk, www.acas.org.uk/researchpapers did not adhere to implementing Dr Maria Hudson’s recommendation.
The ET judgement is based on the judge’s biases instead of the fact about the Equality Act. More importantly the Contract I signed on the 7th October 2009 (Issued in accordance with the Employment Right Act 1996). In 1997 when I was working at the BBC White City Studios as a Contract Cleaner. I went to clean the bathroom in the workplace nursery setting and was transfixed by what was happening. I told myself, “I can do this” because I was a Basic School Teacher from Jamaica www.jbsf.org.uk. And I had done one year National Youth Service as a Teaching Assistant in Primary School www.hctgroup.org. I made one of the most life changing decisions in my entire life from that moment. When I came to the UK, I’d done an interview to continue working with children and was not successful.
Knowing about me more than anyone else, I realise that my hidden disabilities www.parkinsons.org.uk/research, might continue to plague me for the rest of my life. And I would just have to accept my life the way it is/was. So I carried on with the job as a Cleaner, but still looking out for opportunities to better myself. This time although knowing my hidden disabilities are detrimental to how others are able to seeing the real me, I decided to at least try to make the change. Because I was never able to perform under pressure from the time I lost my father to Parkinson’s disease, during my transitional development of puberty. Therefore it’s important for me to be as knowledgeable as possible https://ofqual.gov.uk/qualifications-and-assessment/qualification-framework/levels-of-qualifications/ is paramount in my empowerment.
I use my bravado, making a fool of myself as a shield to protect myself from the ridicule of stereotyping and labelling of my deficits and limitations. Because at the time I did not have a name for my afflictions, except to calling them Parkinson’s like my father. I develop the exact same atypical symptoms under pressure like my dad’s illness. NWS 2018 www.nurseryworldshow.com/london. Oh no my dad did not have any vices, so in order to blame someone with what was happening to me, I rebelled against my dad and the Christian principles I was brought up with. Whenever I get upset I would curse – Dr Kay Mathieson www.lindenlearning.or. My dad beat me only once for cursing/swearing.
On reflections I have to accept that the more I am learning is the clearer it is becoming for me to get a better understanding of certain matters. Like why Dr Laura Crawford advise me to get Cognitive Behavioural Therapy. Attending the NWS 2018 and SEND: Understanding typical and atypical behaviours cleared up some of the misconceptions about my disabilities. I have since discovered that the hidden disabilities would affect my life and existence for the rest of my life. I have made the self-diagnosis of Atypical Parkinsonism that is hard to diagnose and harder to treat. My Personal Experiences of Parkinson’s Disease – Updated 17.8.2017 https://plus.google.com/100939131463790195264/posts/YoJDpGvhGMG.
My publications are been used on websites promoting inclusion and supporting others with disabilities, mental and physical. I discovered at www.mqmentalhealth.org/Mental-Health/Mental-Illness that I am an expert authority on my Mental Health Conditions as my stories and experiences are used to support others. I have offered myself as part of research into Mental Health Conditions and Diseases. I am trialling and using fitbit.com/devices www.fitbit.com throughout the duration period. I discovered via counselling that my mother might have experienced mental health conditions throughout her life, but she was able to carry on because she accepted her responsibilities and duty of care to be there for her family and friends. Therefore she made the sacrifices at her own expense to keep going despite of what was happening to her personally.
I know I am on the cusp of finding out my purpose, but I am telling the world, this has taken a toll on my life. Let me go back to when I made the life changing decision at the BBC in 1997, and applied for college. I went to do the test/ interview and for once my hidden disabilities stayed at bay long enough for me to finish the written test. During the interview I was advised to study for a higher level qualification than the one I’d chosen, based on the written test and oral interview performance. I started at Lambeth College in September 1997 to complete the course in July 1999. Having being out of studying for so long and one of the oldest student registered on the course, I did not fancy my chances.
Compared to the confidence I noticed in my peers, especially when it came to Information Computing Technology (ICT). I gave myself until the first assignments to see whether I would be progressing forward or dropping out? I have the qualifications and other accolades proving how I made use of the opportunities. I have been using Social Media to build my brand ever since I discovered the free trainings like that of WWW.BLACKCARDBOOKS.COM where I was destined to meet my coach www.peachespublication.co.uk. However that will have to be a story in itself about how she was influenced by the ET online judgement to scam me with her Employment Barrister at http://www.ryanclement.com/.
The Role of the Nursery World Magazine In My Continuing Personal Professional Development Plan (CPPDP)
Now I will have to introduce the Nursery World Magazine www.nurseryworld.co.uk into the equation. Because I used the resources that were available to help in my empowerment. The impact for me of having such rich and varied resources was instrumental in how I was able to enhance my knowledge from the outset of my studies. I used the NWM as a reference, especially for the Community Assignment, for which I was rewarded with a distinction. Some of my tutors advised me to take up writing and go to university. But I could do no such thing as I was having marital problems at home, which I confided in the two tutors I could confide in. I was getting emotional and physical abuse from my ex-husband from the time we got married.
However my experiences over the years and the resilience I was taught to develop as a child by my Primary School Teacher Ms Una Perry, stood me in good stead to live with challenges from an early age. It is only via my own early intervention strategies that I managed to rescue myself from some of the most horrific ordeals that I overcome later on in life. For me giving up is/was never an option, even when I reached rock bottom. I endured the domestic violence until August 2000 after coming back from a holiday. I almost lost my life at the hands of my husband because I refuse to back down from any arguments, or even a fight when I know I am right. I have had my differences with family, friends, foes and those, mostly men who viewed me as an easy target, and chose to judge me. Brixton Police Station 367 Brixton Road, London, SW9 7DD. Crime Reference Number: 1239892/003. Reported on: 8.9.2000.
That evening I had to run out in the rain barefoot, to escape from my husband, who was hell bent on strangling me. If my sister-in-law did not come in and intervened for me to escape and run, I would have been seriously hurt or killed. That was the time I made another of the decisions that was to change the outcome of my life for better or worse. I would not be going back, no matter what as I sat in the Police Station in Brixton. I ended up in the Refuge: Southwark Women’s Aid 16 Relf Road, London SE5, and three (3) months later, I got my flat in Bermondsey. Housing for Women Sixth Floor, Blue Star House 234-244 Stockwell Road, London SW9 9SP email info@h4w.co.uk, www.hfw.org.uk. I made a vow that under no circumstances would I be live anywhere, where I do not have control of the keys to my front door.
That’s why when the DWP and Southwark Council www.southwark.gov.uk started messing about with the Housing and Council Tax Benefits. And my husband got really concerned and said I could be saving x amount of money when he asked me to move in with him, I did not even respond. I will remain an independent woman for the rest of my life for as long as I am able, thanks much. The DWP contributed to exacerbating my Mental Health Conditions from the time I had to learn about the Benefit Systems and find my way around claiming the entitlement that is my rights as a taxpayer. Everything is therefore documented in the Universal Credit Journal so that they know I am serious about getting justice for the way LEYF, the DWP, establishments and systems and the Employment Tribunal have gone about discriminating against me from 2004.
Carrying out the research for the Community Assignment helped me to understand so much more about myself, my son and other issues to do with Special Educational Needs & Disabilities (SEND). I am forever enhancing knowledge via trainings and research www.dh.gov.uk/publications. I guess that’s when my thirst for knowledge about life in general actually started emerging. I had done the Health Care Assistant training in 2006, but realised that this was not for me. There is/was no way I could cope with the emotional aspects when I done the placement at the Residential Home. This was no doubt due to my own childhood traumas from the time I was at another stages of my transitional development. That’s why I recognise the importance of knowledge about child development in many contexts.
As this have the most important impacts on how we as practitioners can support children’s development and learning at the EYFS stages, working in partnerships with parents and carers. I consider myself an expert authority on subjects from cradle to the grave because of my own personal experiences and qualifications. These are documented at https://www.linkedin.com, and other Social Media platforms. Moving forward the fact that I am an expert authority on subjects from cradle to the grave can be verified by the request I made whilst working at Luton Street Nursery. When no one was prepared to listen to my concerns, I made sure to adopt my defensive practice, putting it in writing. I did not wish to have to attend Penfold Residential Home during the time I was affected by my mother’s dementia.
I was the EYFS Coordinator, SENCO and Multigenerational Working Approach Facilitator at the time. I was responsible for helping to build LEYF as a leading brand delivering inclusive provisions and services in the Early Years Sector. All the information can be access from my Social Media as I am deciding to channel my efforts into taking back control of my life. I will be reclaiming my Intellectual Properties and the Copyright to the work I done that was not part of the contract I signed with LEYF in October 2009. I will end by clearing what’s left of my name that was destroyed in two toxic workplaces by leaders and management that viewed me as threats to their incompetence. Whilst studying at Lambeth College I done one of my placements at Turney Special Needs School in Lambeth. The class teacher was impressed that she asked me to apply for a job. But once more I realise that working full time in such an environment would not be good for my emotional wellbeing.
I still remember to this day, one young lady, Grace who was a student at the school saying to me “I know what your job will be when you are finished, you will be wiping nose and cleaning bottoms”. It has since turned out that Grace might have been able to predict my future, as her words turn out to be self-fulfilling prophecy. I will explain a little for anyone who is interested to understand. The first time I have to represent myself at the ET, please refer to Dr Maria Hudson 2012 Research Paper Ref: 01/12. Recommended to ACAS: research@acas,org.uk, www.acas.org.uk/researchpapers. I was the Nursery Nurse working in the private sector in the NHS at KINGS. Despite raising my concerns with the http://union.org.uk, sen@southwark.gov.uk, the KINGS HR Department, asking for trainings as part of my Professional Development Plan (PDP) whilst doing studies with the Open University from various LEA and Local Safeguarding Board and Social Services and OFSTED www.ofsted.org.uk, I was hung out to dry.
But I am left feeling betrayed that each time I came up against the kinds of discrimination I faced in the workplaces, they use my vulnerability against me. Every time there is a pattern where parents and nappies are involved or I am facing bereavement and loss. This is an example from 2008 at KINGS http://mailserv3/exchange/Gloria.Desbonnes/my%20mail/parents%20complaints/RE… This is where my disabilities of mental and physical will prove that despite developing childhood traumas, I manged to live a fulfilling life until the discrimination in two (2) toxic workplaces in the UK. Therefore I am left with no other alternatives to revisit my childhood to help me make the closures that can enable me to move on with my life after four (4) years of wrangling with LEYF and the ET, the establishments and systems and Liz Roberts the editor of the www.nurseryworld.co.uk, who don’t seem to realise why I was offering the hand of forgiveness to her on Saturday 3rd February 2018?
Listening to and seeing the way Dr Kay Mathieson delivered her Seminar was the information that I needed about SEND. The impacts that disabilities, sufferings because of illnesses, loss and deaths have had on my life. Only now I am being made out to be a MAD CRIMINAL, not once but twice. The systems in place are not fit for purpose as they are contributing to the kinds of mental health conditions and diseases that are affecting vulnerable people like myself, two times here in the UK. Because I refuse to be a voiceless vulnerable victim. The Equality Act 2010 states that a person has a disability if she has a physical or mental impairment, which has a substantial and long term adverse effect on her ability to carry out normal day-to-day activities. Yet the ET disregarded the Judges Court Management Orders to provide Medical Reports. But granted the Respondent’s Barrister adjournment to the case because she lied about having a contagious disease.
And others who got caught up in this conveyer belt of bigotry when Legal Entity like the Employment Tribunal and ACAS refuse to act on recommendations to protect employees from been thrown to the wolves by the contingent Laws and Legislations written to protect employers. That’s what www.voicetheunion.org.uk, solicitor Arwen Makin told me when I tried to get support and advice to appeal the disciplinary. She said there was nothing I could do, the discrimination was written in the contract. But now they are trying for me to sign away my Membership. In searching for the ideal job or work environment, I ended up as a Preschool Leader. I am positive this was to be the making of me, in my choice of career. Since most of this history is documented, I will move to the role that the Nursery World Magazine played in my life as a source of enhancing knowledge.
As usual I was reading the NWM, my own copy that I buy religiously every week from the News Agent. I notice this article about Autism Spectrum Disorder and got stuck in. Only realising that one of the children in the setting was doing exactly what I was reading about, and I was gobsmacked. For me this was like a flashbulb moment which led to my interest in SEND as I was empowered to put the theory I leaned at college to the practical experiences in the workplace. Resulting from my interview with an OFSTED Inspector www.ofsted.gov.uk, I was already undertaking trainings to fill gaps in my (PDP). I was responsible as the Preschool Leader for ensuring the smooth running of the setting, and that’s when I went on another transition of self-empowerment. Teaching myself through trials and errors lots of things that would see me becoming the expert authority that I am today.
Back then I was rubbish at ICT and I still haven’t managed to pass a mathematics exam and I am not interested or bothered. Like most things, I used my disabilities deficits and limitations to empower myself throughout my life, until my experiences in the two (2) toxic workplaces. Where my childhood traumas were triggered into PTSD. I can get along just fine with the basics of what I am able to retain. However I might have to add Dyslexia www.londonlc.org.uk to my portfolio of disabilities with dyscalculia as tops. Despite my deficits and limitations, nothing can stop me in my quest to be the best I can become as has been proven time and time again. But I am still trying to compensate for the missed opportunities from my childhood traumas. Therefore let me move forward from the ordeals of LEYF for the past four (4) years to why I have made certain decisions.
On Friday 2nd February 2018, I can say I have an informative day as this time I was attending the two days. I usually only attend on the Saturday. I get the information from different sources about going back to doing studies in SEND, but doing online. I video Gary Simpson’s workshop as I wanted to get tips about doing public presentations. And working with him at LEYF and attending his trainings, I know him to be a consummate professional at what he does. I later went to the Chef Gloria’s presentation in the Food Zones www.lindenlearning.org, as I had bumped into her earlier on. We have not met since the time I resigned from New Cross and I know some of my former colleagues are afraid to be associated with me for obvious reasons.
However I was drawn to the attention of this particular young lady because of her behaviours towards me. This confrontational behaviours was evident from the time I went over to see the chef. She was sat, but as soon as I arrive, she came and stood across from me but so that she was positioned behind me. Although she have a tablet and was pretending to video the chef, she was on her mobile and her attention was focused to me. Because of her irrational behaviours, I decided to capture the evidence for my own peace of mind and safeguarding myself. If you want to know the full extent of this, I made videos to tell my stories of her threatening behaviours and subsequent assault on me. They can be found at https://www.facebook.com/public/Mervelee-Myers and My Website: http://www.youtube.com/Channel/UCBCqloBmT16XFBLAOPdvtFw.
I booked for two Seminars on Saturday, because of the presenter for the first. June O’Sullivan 10:00-11:00: Quality provision – building a skilled and motivated early years team was chosen. I will be doing my review and unpicking the drivel in due course. I need to share with the world exactly what was happening to me again as I sat in that room that was reminiscence of the discrimination that was sanctioned by the leaders and management at BIB, HOC and New Cross from the 23rd July 2014, until I resigned with a Nervous Breakdown on the 27th September 2015. The Seminar is not worth the money I paid for it and I should be reimbursed. I attended better more recently and it was free www.ncvo’org’uk/training-and-events-listing. Let me give you a scenario of what I witnessed.
I was early as per usual re my OCD, and only one attendee was already present. Others arrived later, but there were flurries of activities as we were not allowed in the room. There was talk of the speaker been late. One of the attendees standing close to me ask her colleague if we would be getting back some of our money for her lateness. So I told them I know the speaker and what her status is. Next thing she turned up with her entourage of LEYF wearing T-shirt staff. Like the one who assaulted me on Friday, trying to grab my phone and holding unto my hand, then running away saying she was going to call security, for what? In case they were not aware, I have a pass: SD1 SD10 MRS MERVLEE MYERS EARLY YEARS PRACTITIONERVOLUNTEERCARER HOME CARER 22-14-0-516438 VISITOR.
Some stood outside, others came into the room, positioning themselves at the side directly where they were looking at me and at the back. But the strangest phenomenon was seeing the Security stood outside in line with where he could view me and stood watching me throughout. By this time, some of the LEYF staff had left and this only served to remind me of the times at BIB, HOC and New Cross when I was treated exactly like that and developed Panic Attacks and Paranoia. That’s why I offered myself to take part in research BioPort: www.iopkcl.ac.uk, slm-tr.SPTS@nhs.net and now I am wearing www.fitbit.com for the next two (2) years. Therefore I have to make reference to the fact that because of the discrimination sanctioned by LEYF Leaders and Management at BIB, HOC and New Cross that’s how my childhood traumas were triggered into PTSD.
Despite the Judge’s Court Management Orders and my correspondences to the ET about the Non-Compliance by the Respondent, the judges allow me to be the victim. Hence the reasons I am dealing with the terrorist attacks by Winsome Duncan and Ryan Clements when I was defrauded of my husband’s money for the EAT and the Police and Ambulance Services were sent to my home to section me on the 30th October 2017. These are some of the authorities I am in correspondence with: Parliamentary and Health Services Ombudsman informationrights@ombudsman.org.uk. Police: http://www.actionfraud.police.uk/report-fraud-about-you. Community Council: Pauline.bonner@southwark.gov.uk. PM Office: http://10downingstreet.co.uk/. Chelsea Football Club: http://chelseafootbalclub.com/.
In case you are wondering, I have done trainings online with http://educare.co.uk/ and other training providers. The Security who I had spoken to the day before and in the morning watching me, left me feeling stressed, and anxious, but getting the counselling helped me to cope with the situation as best I could. So what were they expecting me to do, and was this part of the plot? When I was assaulted by the young lady who grabbed my hand trying to take away my mobile, then running away saying she was going to get the Security? June O’Sullivan made sure not to look in my direction. Even when she mentioned that Chef Gloria was there www.nurserycateringcompany.com. This is the same Chef Gloria who was set up that she stole food and was disciplined because she refused to lie about events at Rumi’s wedding.
When I see some of the slides with images of my time working at Luton Street, I can’t help wondering how anyone can be so two faced? All I could do was say to the lady next to me, I know that little girl. Because Valarie Cheung was one of those children with health conditions and needing special attention to help her settle into Luton Street http://register.ofqual.gov.uk Cert WTC (Open). I could have screamed but you know what I am a professional and know how to contain my emotions under difficult circumstances. I paid my money to come for an expressed reasons and I know I would be getting my rewards in the long run. Following on from the time she lied to me at BIB, when she tried stitching me up to breach the Social Media policies and procedures. To saying she did not recognise me at Middlesex University on the 19th September 2015.
I was finally having the opportunities to be exercising my ghosts. As I said I will be doing a review so leaving June O’Sullivan and LEYF here for now. Dr Kay Mathieson 15:00-16:00: SEND: Understanding typical and atypical behaviours, must have been the catalyst that give me impetus to finally decide to move on with my life? Whilst we were waiting for the start of the final Seminar, I informed her I was there to find out more about my atypical behaviours. Dr Kay Mathieson was so natural and down to earth, she immediately put me at my ease with her response. Her presentation style have to be seen to be understood as I do not have the words to put in writing. Somehow I could identify with her to some extent? Sitting there I made the decision that it is time for me to let go. I had seen the silly young lady who assaulted me on Friday, earlier and she was giving me a wide berth.
She seems to be avoiding me like the plague, so maybe she was warned by the terrorists who sanction her to provoke me on Friday? By now LEYF don’t seem to understand me yet, that I am not the stereotypical labels that they and the ET judgement online is portraying me to become. I am a strong intelligent black woman who have had to empower myself to overcome discrimination because of the DNA I was born with. So l step up to the LEYF booth where she was standing, probably trying to make a name for herself and greeted Gary Simpson. We have our conversation about life in general before I departed for my final Seminar. The bitch must have been shitting herself? Because it’s all about who knows you and not who you know? I told Gary I am thinking of completing my studies with University of East London study@uel.ac.uk.
At the moment I am thinking of the BA (Hons) Special Education UCAS code: XC61 uel.ac.uk/ug-special-education. So that’s me getting sorted for September 2018. Since they don’t want me to work, I will become a professional student instead and show them what I am capable of until I am ready to return to Jamaica to make valuable contributions with my sons and their families to promoting INCLUSION in Jamaica’s Educational systems. I have discovered Gary Simpson’s pet project of Bee Keeping last year. And I am hoping this is www.bee-naturals.co.uk, info@bee-naturals.com that I keep in the hope of getting in touch ASAP. Because amongst my father’s many ways of providing for his family, he was a Bee Keeper as well.
Earlier on I went to ask for freebies, whilst my friend Winnifred Jacques was getting supplies for her new business ventures of becoming a Childminder. These are the freebies I collected: Practical Pre-School, Early Years Educator, Children & Young People Now, and Nursery World 5-18 February 2018. I had a chat with the lovely, friendly young lady at the booth. Then I notice I had caught the attention of the editor of the Nursery World Magazine Liz Roberts, who keeps staring at me. What happened last years is in the public domain, so I won’t go into details. When the Seminar is finished, I walk by the booth and said hello, trying to start a positive conversation. I told her I would be writing a positive review of NWS 2018 and the role the NWM played in my empowerment. Without prejudice, and suffice it to say, if she was been sarcastic in her response, I will give her the benefit of the doubt.
I refuse to let it impact on my decision to move on with my life. I owe this much to my sons and their family. I will end on a positive note and don’t let anything deter me from finding my purpose in life, what I have left of it. My experiences attending the two (2) days at the NWS 2018, the first time I am attending two day. Because I do not have a job and need to keep up with using my brain. I told Senior HR Dilys Epton www.leyf.org.uk that work keeps me going because of experiencing traumas when my father was struck down with Parkinson’s disease. That’s why my publication: My Personal Experiences of Parkinson’s disease which was written on the 3.4.2015 and updated on the 17.8.2017 is there in the public domain as the www.express.org.uk Columnist states “Tech Don’t Lie”. Google is where my publications can be found at https://plus.google.com/.
As I am stood saying goodbye to the Security, Carl who is Jamaican, who I meet at the show last year. This young man walked in, proffered his hand and start a conversation, asking if I had a wonderful time and enjoyed the show. He stopped long enough to hear my response and did not seem to be in a hurry, even if he was, shake my hand and left on his merry way. I recognise him to be Matt Govett of Mark Allen Group Company www.nurseryworld.com/london. Now I know Matt can take time out of his busy schedule to stop and chat to me, I realise even more reasons to let bygones be the past and move along with the future. Two (2) days of the NWS 2018 have shown me the different sides to people. But I gained the most from attending and being proactive in making the most of the opportunities available. I am looking forward to receiving my 2 certificates: June O’Sullivan Quality provision – building a skilled and motivated early years team.
Dr Kay Mathieson SEND: Understanding typical and atypical behaviours. When I receive the Attendance Certificates, they will be added to my Qualifications and Training Certificates Portfolio. The memory I want to forever keep in my head, because of my two (2) sons Kevin Murray and Valdin Legister is the fact that I have had another time to empower myself at the NWS 2018. I was made to feel that I am part of a skilled and motivated early years and multigenerational working workforce who is able to deliver services for children, young people and vulnerable adults. But most importantly what my sister-in-law said to me when we spoke. About whatever I do will affect my sons in the future. Because history is known to be judgemental to the best of us. That’s why I am still weary of LEYF motives and atypical behaviours on the two days at the NWS 2018.
Preparing to Return to Jamaica to Make Contributions
In light of the recently concluded event of Saturday January 27, 2018 at the TRURO Sports Complex, Westmoreland, Jamaica. The Ministry of Education, Youth and Information – Youth & Adult Policy Division in collaboration with the FRIENDSHIP DIVISION YOUTH CLUBS present the YOUTH CLUBS CHARGE UP COMMUNITY Rally with Key Note Speaker Hon. Floyd Green Minister of State in the Ministry of Education, Youth and Information, I have just started following the MP on Twitter. The event can be compared to the NWS 2018, but on a smaller scale. I am the Mother of the Councillor for the Friendship Division Kevin Murray. My stories are in cyberspace about my experiences, growing up in Jamaica when my father was struck down with Parkinson’s disease. Therefore if anyone like the EAT want to verify, they are to be found.
My other son Valdin Legister is a Teacher, the Acting Principal for the school he has been working at from he graduated from Teacher’s College. He is a FIFA Refereehttp://worldreferee.com/referee/valdin-legister/bio. He has thrown his hat in the ring to represent the Jamaica Labour Party (JLP) as the next MP for Western Westmoreland. I was a Basic School Teacher and every day I am reminded about the Legacy I helped to create, laying the foundation as an example to young children. Because of my dreams of fulfilling my visions, I was sharing my passion about inclusion and my plans to return home to contribute to promoting inclusion in Jamaica especially in the Early Childhood and Education sector that is my background.
I spoke to the two (2) eminent professors Tony Bertram President at British Association of Early Childhood Education (BAECE) or Early European Early Childhood Research Journal and Chris Pascal at Middlesex University. This was at the LEYF sponsored Big Childcare Conversation on the 19th September 2015. If in doubt check LinkedIn for the posts with the professors. By the 22nd September 2015 I was called to CO where Neil King tried bullying harassing and intimidating me to write a resignation with posts from my Facebook used as threats against me. I was issued with another Suspension and the rest is history. But I am still finding it strange that Senior HR Dilys Epton should send me LinkedIn request on the 22nd September 2015 when they planned to discriminate against me using my vulnerability of having disabilities, mental and physical.
For some reasons I have been toying with some ideas lately. But after the events of Friday, with that stupid idiot gal from LEYF Nurseries, I know something would have to give. Just so they know I am not scared of any of them, because I was very much aware of what was happening on Saturday as yet another plot to try provoke me to act out of character for them to say the judgement online is correct and factual as the judges are trying to justifying themselves as the bigots who they are. And that’s why I will address the matter in writing as a review. Because until LEYF takes responsibility and accept the part they played in destroying my career and my mental health, I will not be able to get the closure I need to walk away from what happened to me after the death of my MOTHER.
In due course I will write as the counsellor at the Maudsley Hospital advise me to use whatever therapy I need to help in my recovery. Apparently there is a book that encourages swearing according to June O’Sullivan the MBE-CEO of LEYF. I was not surprised to hear some of the rhetoric and bureaucratic red tape linked to managerial targets in her Seminar: Quality provision – building a skilled and motivated early years team. So now I have to do my research about Andrea Beaty.
All that’s left for me to do is address this little matter about some of the people who have been involved in the demonising and disgracing of Mervelee Myers since I joined Facebook in February 2010. I am determined to move on but I know I will have to be prepared to get rid of some of the baggage that have cluttered my life as my horoscope states. I will document it for good measures.
Taurus: Take the initiative and make a start on new ideas while you have the drive and energy. You can productively channel your efforts in connection with your home or job. Shake of boredom that has been dragging you down.
Celebrating 100 Years of the Suffragettes
Sitting at home, out of work since I was forced to resign with a Nervous Breakdown from www.leyf.org.uk on the 27th September 2015. I am reflecting on the roles of www.voicetheunion.org.uk. The roles of www.bwbllp,com. The roles of www.personnelconsultancy.com. The roles of http://communityplaythings.co.uk and other establishments and systems that will be named in due course, in joining LEYF to discriminate against me.
Today I am learning so much about the roles played by the Suffragettes in leaving the legacy from which I am benefitting. Because I learned that I was helped by Southwark Women’s Aid of 16 Relf Road, London SE15 (Registered Charity Number 271785) when I was the victim of Domestic Violence. I was saved from homelessness and housed in the Refuge for three (3) months. Later I got my own flat from Housing for Women Sixth Floor Blue Star House 234-244 Stockwell Road, London SW9 9SP info@h4w.co.uk, www.hfw.co.uk. I have been involved with www.cruk.org where I have been setting up http://www.justgiving.com/Mervelee-Myers. I am with www.dementiafriends.org.uk. And more importantly learning that in fact I have Atypical Parkinsonism have set my mind at rest about my erratic behaviours that caused me to be judged, labelled and stereotyped for my DNA. Now I am not working I am thrilling Social Media getting involved with Walk for Parkinson https://www.parkinsons.org.uk/get-onvolved/event.
Once more I think my horoscope is spot on and I will continue thriving to becoming the compassionate person who my MOTHER is/was. Who dedicated her entire life to her family and her friends and anyone who was in need of her tender, loving care? I am proud to be my Parent’s only Daughter and will continue to give of my best always. My children and grandchildren will reap my blessings.
Taurus: People often turn to you when experiencing intense problems. They are comforted by your calm, stable energy. If you are overwhelmed by requests for help, set some healthy boundaries. You shouldn’t feel pressured to answer phone calls at all hours.
Written by: Mervelee Myers Background Basic School Teacher in Early Childhood Education – Jamaica. Early Years Practitioner FD (Open) Cert WTC (Open). Learning Support Assistant. Volunteer, Carer, Advocate.
Copyright on the 6th February 2018.
Facebook Memories 5.2.2010-2018
Daily Express http://www.express.org.uk Columist states “Tech Don’t Lie”?
Sanctions were put in place at Rumi’s wedding by Benedicte Siewe under Lynne Kelly’s orders.
Added 3 new photos —
feeling shocked. · London ·
The Counter Terrorism & Security Act 2015
It was good to see all my #FormerColleagues from #LEYF. Oh yes I did identify the #YoungMan who caused me to feel as if I was being #STALKED that set me feeling #Paranoid as I waited for Olive Regis-Williams outside the #DesignCentre. He was at one of the #ExhibitionBooth! Wonder what they #Planned?
All I done was say wat Dick Fuck in mi head and walk go off the premises. Maybe he was waiting for me to challenge him or supn? But seems as if they don’t #LearnLessons. The day they have #30staffTraining, I didn’t react. Did they think I was going to play in their hands with their #Provocation? Mi know better than dat!
Time for bed, lots to do.

Updates – 5.2.2018: I will have to do the Review of NurseryWorld Show 2018 – Saturday 3rd February 2018 10:00-11:00: June O’Sullivan Quality provision – building a skilled and motivated early years team showing how I was the target of terrorism when I was assaulted by an employee of LEYF on Friday. And on the Saturday the shennigans that LEYF got up to was an orchestrated plot to use my vulnerability of having disabilities, mental and physical against me. The Equality Act 2010 states that a person has a disability if she has a physical or mental impairment, which has a substantial and long term adverse effect on her ability to carry out normal day-to-day activities.I have & use SM 4 all purpose. FB 4 me Dutty Niaga self wey anyting galang . LI 4 my Professional Profile to tell the Stories of Discriminations. Tweet to chat about things that take my fancy. G+ to just chat…
I’ve been up b4 4 with Tom & his hypo. Need to rest now.
Have to chat to my #1son Kevin Murray b4 the week is done, most likely Sunday.
I am getting on with y life & as TESS would say or do in her wee Scottish ways I don’t give a **** & she made sure to leave her Legacy telling evey1 2 **** off. But that was her way of coping with what was happening to her.
CANCER that BITCH sucked her out 2 nutn in the space of a few months.
I don’t want to die with that feeling that NO 1 CARES at all what hapn to me in my final moments here on earth.
Reason am packing up & heading back a mi Yard asap if Mass T should go b4 Ratty Nembhard. I must find at least 1 person to pay mi attention, if even 4 di £££’s?


You and Danny Dennisor became Facebook friends.


Being two is not easy. At times you feel big and strong. You declare your independence in all kinds of ways; you want to be respected and given space. Other tim…

Kevin D.Murray, Ratty Nembhard, Donnett Lee-Murray, Kevin JNR aka IVAN Murray.

Updates – 6.2.2018: Check my grandson out at https://www.vmbs.com/.Happy Birthday Miss Connie for 6th of February. Many happy returns from Mertie Legister-Bernard (JOYO) & Mervelee Nembhard-Myers (Ratty). & Mama – Ms Lou.

You and Richards Leroy became Facebook friends.
Updates – 6.202018: More reasons why I will do a Review of June O’Sullivan – Quality provision – building a skilled and motivated early years team. Just refer to some of the correspondences at the top of this page in 2016 back to find out if I made contributions to building LEYF brand, and when did it all change?I do believe if I am not mistaken it is my GN Nicholas son of my Niece Ann Chambers today? Happy BD Nick & have a God blessed 1, many happy returns & keep up with the counting! XXX auntie Ratty & all the Clans.
Written by Mervelee Myers. Copyright 6th February 2018.
Reflections from 2010 – My DNA
Mervelee Myers Review The Nursery World Show 2018
Written by Mervelee Myers on the 4th February 2018 for Statistical Purposes only. In order to get readers to have a feel and a better understanding of my motives, I will have to use my Facebook Postings over the years as reference. Please feel free to make your minds up and come to your own cpnclusions. Without prejudise, I will be doing an indepth write up later of events at the Nursery World Show 2018 showing how I have decided to get closures and move on from the dicrimination which cuased my childhood traumas to be trriggered into Post Traumatic Stress Disorder by http://www.leyf.org.uk. And how the http://www.justice.gov.uk/tribunals/employment/claims/responding presided over another miscarriages of justice.
Mervelee is feeling motivated. February 4, 2017 at 6:54pm · Grays · So I noticed this Young Man came out as soon as I arrived at the Nursery World Magazine #NWS2017 when I was waiting for Olive Regis-Williams. He moved from one spot to another so I went and stand outside the #DesignCentre. It was only later after I visited a few of the #Exhibits, I identify the Young Man and someone else… Ha-Ha, all it is, was a #Lookout, so this particular person could do a #DisappearingAct. But she could be spotted from a distance after #Trooling my LinkedIn.
Update – 4.2.2018: Just to clarify that there were 2 Young White Males who eventually I am assuming came out to make sure I was the person they were looking for by the way they behaved.
Mervelee Ratty Nembhard added 2 new photos — feeling excited. February 4, 2017 at 4:06pm · #NurseryWorldShow2017 done for me. Very rewarding day out with Olive Regis-Williams. Now am off to Essex to #Linkup wid Jamaica #People.
Dinner tonight is Oats Porridge & Cream Crackers. Have to add my Sweetened Condense Milk to make it Palatable/tasty. Never promised to CET out of my Diet at all? So now I get on with the jobs at hand so I can continue with the PROJECTS!
Mervelee Ratty Nembhard February 4, 2015 at 7:48pm · London ·
Lori Reid Taurus Apr 21 – May 21 You can count on support at home to reduce that mountain of domestic chores. As a result, you’re able to put in a sterling performance at work. A joint project is held up, offering time for tweaks. Call me to hear when someone needs your special TLC.
4 YEARS AGO TODAY Mervelee Ratty Nembhard shared her photo. February 4, 2014 at 10:01pm ·
When I came to the UK over 20 yrs ago, I thought I was Invincible? Now everything is catching up with ME! So 2moro there is going to be a STRIKE & the rest is History. When I was in JA recently they were asking why I am walking & not taking taxi? Had 2 run the reasons by them every time! So no it is not because I have a BP that I am Mad, Mean & have Money that I don’t want to Spend! Hope U understand wat I MEAN?
Mervelee Ratty Nembhard May 2, 2010 at 3:04pm ·
My daughter-in-law says this picture was too good to miss.
Mervelee Ratty Nembhard February 4, 2014 at 8:41pm ·
My grandson Kevin Murray JNR at his grand uncles’ Pastor Rohan Shorty Turner’s funeral.
The power of ICT!!! Just linked up Mum, Tom & Val on Skype…
Mervelee Ratty Nembhard February 4, 2013 at 2:50pm ·
Had strangest call just now… International!!! So sum Geek talking bout my Computer… Told her I was gonna end the call since she wont disclose how she got my #…# She claimed I am wasting her time? Bit rich since I never called her…?
6 YEARS AGO TODAY Mervelee Ratty Nembhard is at Cosmo, Croydon. February 4, 2012 at 11:41pm ·
Brave de Coal & Went out last night go celebrate me Fren BD. LaM a now me undastan why de bwoy did say “Ku BICKLE when Im end up a UK…”
Mervelee Ratty Nembhard February 4, 2012 at 8:32pm · London ·
Had more of my DNA confirmed at the Dentist 2day!!! Since I doan hab D&P den me Dental Problems must be Genetic indeed…
I have set for my kit to do my DNA from Ancestry UK. It will be interesting to find out more about myself?
17 Years In Bermondsey 1.2.2018
My South London
As I was coming from the East Street Market pulling my shopping trolley along in the pouring rain. I could see that the traffic was piling up and slowing down at the traffic lights as there are some Marchers – The March For Homes. From the leaflet I was given I could see they were covering some of the local areas of St Mary’s Churchyard, Newington Butts, Elephant and Castle SE1 6SQ. I put my trolley at the side of the road, got my camera out to get some pictures of the proceedings of course and I was handed a leaflet. Since most of the marchers had gone on ahead, I only got a few, but the one at the end did resonate with me… This was a house made out of what I am assuming is cardboard depicting Social Housing.
This took me back to a time in my life when I was feeling vulnerable as I was left homeless. My homelessness came about from years of experiencing domestic violence and deciding for once in my life that I was going to stand up to the perpetuator. Since I decided for once that I was going to stand up and fight for my rights not to be abused and stop from being the victim. I almost ended up being hurt physically if it was not for the interventions of another person who was present. That other person was my sister-in-law. If I did not treat my sister-in-law with respects, I doubt whether she would be so willing to defend me from her brother? I am forever grateful for that person who was there for me in my times of need.
I lived a sheltered life, living with my family before coming to the UK. And even when I started experiencing domestic violence I just thought I could not cope on my own. It’s not easy for me especially with my background to be put in such a situation like been made homeless, without anyone to turn to for support. However when push comes to shove, that is when the coping mechanisms kicked in. Along with the fright, fight or flight theory that did come into play. We end up being bullied and discriminated against for the rest of our lives, if we do not stop being afraid and letting the bullies getting away.
On this day in particular I made use of all three (3) fright, fight or flight, to get me through my plight. There were other professionals involved, after I bring my plight to the Police. Seventeen years later, befitting my hoarder status I still have my Crime Number: 1239892/0013. Reported on 8/9/2000 at Brixton Police Station – Metropolitan Police. If You Have Any Enquiries Relating To This Crime You can Contact The Crime Desk Direct on (8) 649. Now for those of you who don’t realise, these are linked to my Mental Health Conditions and Diseases. Although I have always said I have Parkinson’s disease, no one would accept I have disabilities. Because I did not have a diagnosis, but end up with a diagnosis for Chronic Anxiety in July 2006.
I had registered with Lambeth Housing and have the correspondence dated 8/9/1999 when I had just finished studies with Lambeth College. I immediately started working in the Early Years Sector, as I was head hunted from college. By 16/04/2000 I was contacted again with the intention of removing my name from the housing register. Overall I can say that my experiences with the establishment and systems is not the most favourable over the years. Resulting from my experiences of domestic violence, I was put in contwact with Victim Support. I was determined not to go back to my husband as I could not trust a person who threatened my life and it could have been worse if my sister-in-law was not present.
I was advised to find somewhere safe as a refuge, and some were recommened. I was rescued and living in a refuge. I had an Agreement with Southwark Women’s Aid of 16 Relf Road, London SE15 (Registered Charity Number 271785). I was accommodated in the Borough of Southwark, because after interviews to get housing I did not qualify in Lambeth. I did not fall into any of the criteria – not pregnant, have a disability, etc. But I did have disabilities, from my childhood. But no one would listen because I did not have a diagnosis. And even though my name was on the Lambeth Council Housing list they could not offer me any support.
I was given a list of private home providers and eventually ended up in one of the refugees in Southwark London. I was allocated a key person who worked with me until I found a home to live. I was advised to take actions against the perpetuator of the domestic violence, but chose not to. I guess I am and will always be a naïve person. That person who took people at face value and never think about doing anything to anyone to make their lives a living hell? I do believe that I am blessed and protected by the spirits of my family who are looking out for me. I consider myself lucky in certain aspects, and have the blessings from my parents to be thankfull for.
Because after no time I was lucky to get my own flat and I am still living here 14+ years later. I am still living in the Housing For Women premises and grateful to be a tenant. My Tenancy Agreement was signed in December 2000 and I am looking forward to spending the rest of my time in the UK here. Then hopefully I can return to my country of origin, Jamaica. Glad for the opportuntity to have lived in social housing, when I was made homeless as a result of domestic violence. I was one of the lucky ones to be in employment, holding down two jobs, full time as a Nursery Nurse and part time as a Contract Cleaner.
I am sure that being in employment helped my case in securing the flat as I could pay my way and not be dependent on Social Services. My husband tried his best to get me back under his influence. He sent me letters, gifts and asks relatives and friends to speak to me, but I was having none of it. This was made worse when I realise he just wanted me to leave the refuge, so I have no place to live. He was already planning to send for his woman who he used to visit annually. After three (3+) months in the refuge I got my flat through one of the Housing Associations that provided Social Housing for persons in my situation.
However I was confronted with the dilemma of having to pay two (2) rents. The time I have to start paying rent on the flat would overlap with rent for the refuge. I made the decision to move out of the refuge into the flat even though I did not have any of the basic amenities. At the time I was still doing two (2) jobs – early morning cleaning and my other full time as a Nursery Nurse to make ends meet. Therefore because I did not have much time to spare, I moved into the empty flat and started off sleeping on the floor. I spread lots of newspaper and layers of clothing on the floor to protect me from the cold and just got on with it. This was nothing new for me, as anyone who grew up in the West Indies like I did and is from my era can testify to such an experience.
I ordered my bed on my way to work and waited for the delivery and set it up as soon as it arrived. My next door neighbour was a tower of strength and still is to this day all these years later. Update: My neighbour TESS has since died and I have to try my best to get her the support that she needed in the end. But Social Services did not live up to their responsibilities and I am still upset, coming up to another annivesary of her passing. I still have one of the messages from Social Services as reminder of how TESS was let down by the systems. We shared much in common and both experienced Mental Health Conditions. That’s why I respected her wishes when she expressed she needed her space to deal with her issues.
Because I moved into the flat in December 2000, I ended up having takeaways as I have no cooker, and other basic amenities. One of my friends who knew of my plight invited me to spend Christmas with her family. Where I could enjoy the festive seasons that I was accustomed to. I count myself lucky when one of the refuge centres was closing down in Peckham and I was given a few things to furnish my flat. The cooker is still serving me well, seventeen (17) years later. Although I have gotten rid of some of the other stuff. I am sentimental about a small child’s chair that I consider one of the first things that I owned in my life. It has pride of place in my bathroom to help me with managing and controlling my progressive health conditions linked to my disabilities.
I have to accept that our upbringings are totally responsible for the persons we eventually become. Some of my grandparents and parents traits are intact in me. I am a hoarder like my older folks. I find it hard to part with things that I believe others can benefit from. Growing up without having some of the basics of life that others took for granted have had a great impact on my outlook on life. That is why I fight so hard to hang on to some of the things that I cherish and which mean so much to me. I refuse to take anything in life for granted and is forever trying to uplift myself to break the cycle of poverty that held me back for a significant period of my life.
I don’t want the circumstances in which I was born to become the outcomes of my life. That’s why I am trying my best to empower myself to bring about change for my family and I. Update: Since coming to the UK in 1992, I am more than proud of my achievements in empowering myself. Helping my family to better themselves and giving my sons and their families the best of the financial capitals. But since the death of my mother who experienced dementia, I have had my childhhood traumas triggered into Post Traumatic Stress Disorder by the former employers http://www.leyf.org.uk. The http://www.justice.gov.uk/tribunals/employment/claims/responding, presided over another miscarriages of justice.
On the leaflet I got I can see Diane Abbott MP listed as one of the speakers for a discussion on Tuesday 10th February 2015 at Venue: Walworth Methodist Church, 54 Camberwell Rd, London SE5 OEW. I have spent last week getting photos from the Politics Show of her and others as I intend to do a feature. So now I can go and see her in person and hear her views about some of the social matters that are important to me in my area of South London. Since my job was taken away by LEYF and the ET affirm the discrimination with the judgement online at https://www.gov.uk/employment-tribunal-decisions/ms-m-myers-v-london-early-years-foundation-2300047-2016, I have my life turned upside down.
Seeing the adverts for Diane Abbott reminded me of the time when I went to one of my Housing Association Annual General Meeting and had the fortune to listen to the Rev Rose Hudson Wilkins talking about her life growing up in Jamaica. Strangely enough she talked about the times when she had to spread her bed on the floor to sleep too. I realised we had similar upbringings, but anyone from that era in Jamaica can share their stories about such upbringings. I was in for an even bigger surprise when we were mingling after the meeting and she asked where in Jamaica I am from.
It turned out that we share some things in common other than our upbringings. Her family and mine are from the local area and her grandmother and my mum are related. During her speech she said she would be going to Jamaica to get recordings of her mother telling of her life story to start writing her Memoirs. Each time I witness events like this March along the Road in my local South London, the memories of my life whether good or bad comes back and I have no alternatives but to remember aspects of my life.

Times are certainly changing because I recalled on my first visit to the UK. When I returned and shared my experiences of seeing people living on the streets it was hard for some to believe it. However almost ending up homeless myself was just another of the experiences in my life that helped me to understand more about some of the issues that we all have to deal with at some stages during our lives. However I am finding that some of us are very insensitive to the diverse and complex needs of their brothers, sisters and fellow human being. In times of crisis, we are living in a world where dwag nyam dwag and no one gives a Toss! But how can this be RIGHT?
Only God alone has the answers to any of these queries for which I am still searching. No one knows where it will all end as there are so many things happening in this world for which there don’t seem to be an answer. I have to say my experiences since the death of my mother is a testament to how social injustices and inequalities are allowed to be metered out to the most vulnerable amongst us and some are prepared to turn a blind eye for fear of retributions. If in doubt just check the reviews on http://www.leyf.org.uk websites that tell the same stories I have presented to the Employment Tribunal about the discrimination I faced in two workplaces.
Yet the ET is prepared to bury their head in the sand and join in with the discrimination. I was part of Dr Maria Hudson 2012 Research Paper Ref: 01/12 recommended to ACAS: research@acas.org.uk and http://www.acas.org.uk/researchpapers. That’s why I have booked my place for the http://www.nurseryworldshow.com/london to mingle with those who are prepared to turn a blind eye and forget their moral compass as they put profit before humanity in reaching managerial targets. I am flying solo as everyone seem ashamed to be associated with me. But I know who I am and don’t expect any favours from anyone.

My red chair that I got when I first moved into my flat has remained a sense of security and stability as one of the first thing I owned.
Memories of My Mother
Mama Lou’s 94th DOB -Moving On
Written by: Mervelee Myers 26th January 2018
Celebrating my Mother’s birthday and the life of a Strong Woman
On the 94th birthdate of my mother Perline LOUISE Nembhard, I would like to take this opportunity to clear up some of the long held misconceptions that have dogged my life over the years, and refuse to go away. However before I can do any such thing, I will have to be able to exercise the ghost from my past, so that I can move on. Therefore I will try to be as sensitive as can be about the feelings of others, knowing there are other parties involved in this my search for redemption. Before anyone starts to judge me and deciding, what’s best for me, I would prefer for them to accept that we all come with some amount of baggage. Baggage of the type that can impact on the lives of others, rather than one’s self alone.
Everything started with my mother of course. For some reasons or the other, mama was unable to express her innermost thoughts and share her feelings with others. Of course there is always one exception to the rules, and for mama she had her best friend, Ms Connie Legister. That’s why I am a firm believer in the fact that God always provide His Angels to look over us, and providing us with guidance in our times of greatest needs, before we reach rock bottom. Therefore I have to reflect on the life of my grandma, Elsie Adina Saunders who was a totally different kettle of fish and an (enigma: puzzling thing or person). But there is this thing about her, she never stopped talking and using those sayings for every situations.
Grandma was deadpan serious in her deliveries, and I know I got my wicked sense of humour from her, amongst other things. She didn’t care who gets upset when she speaks her mind. On reflections I would have to accept that some of the things we share in common, grandma, mama and I are coming to the fore, now I am the only female left of their linage, on the Nembhard side. We are highly strung, hoarders, we love the finer things of life, like nice clothes. But most importantly, we were/are kind, loving and caring women, who would/will sacrifice our lives for the people we love, cherish and care about. Please take it from me however, about how you treat us, because that can be detrimental to our emotional wellbeing and affect us for the rest of our lives www.mqmentalhealth.org/Mental-Health/Mental-Illness.
Once more let me say, how much I have benefitted from counselling at www.slam-iapt.nhs.uk/southwark. That’s even more reasons why I am an advocate of inclusion, wishing that early interventions were available to me before. That’s why I am on a mission, sharing my stories, so that no other child and families have to go through my experiences www.ofsted.gov.uk/parents. Although there is not much I can do about my past life, I am empowered to use my love of writing to bring about change http://myvision.org.uk, Fight4justice www.MerveleeConsultancy.com, https://mervelee.wordpress.com and http://www.youtube.com/Channel/UCBCqloBmT16XFBLAOPdvtFw.
By so doing others can be aware of how our own conscious and subconscious preconceived prejudices about Special Educational Needs and Disabilities (SEND) can impact on how we see ourselves and are seen by others. The Equality Act 2010 states that a person has a disability if s/he has a physical or mental impairment, which has a substantial and long term adverse effect on his/her ability to carry out normal day-t-day-activities. There are different sides to each one of us. As I have come to understand, knowledge is power and ignorance is bliss to those who refuse to open their eyes to the discrimination that affect the vulnerable https://ofqual-gov-uk/qualifications-and-assessment/qualification-frameworks/levels-of-qualifications, www.open.ac.uk/ceremonies and acc-gen@open.ac.uk.
Throughout my life I complained about the things I did not like about my grandma and mama and anyone and everything. From the way my grandma used to comb my hair, which made me stand out and look different from the crowd. She had her special ways of doing things, and she was full of advice about why I should not do certain things. But my granny was miserable, so I thought. That’s until I hear my own youngest son saying the exact same words about me. It did not take much for grandma to fly off the handle and into a strop. That’s when you would hear her using those well know phrases of hers. If I was paying attention, to my granny’s sayings, I could have been one of the greatest (philosopher: 3 people out-look on life). About human behaviours and relationships, as I have my life experiences going through my transitional developments as evidence.
Mama Lou on the other hand was always keeping a stiff upper lip, most of the time, until she flip for one reason or another and goes into one. Yes for those who don’t remember, mama used to curse, until I am not sure when she stopped? After that she detested hearing the cursing and would complain to me about it in her latter days. I know for a fact God provided my grandma and mama with the best helpmates to match their unique personalities in the forms of the men who they married. Although I don’t know much about my grandpa, excepting hearing the story about the Spanish Jar “Panyah Jar” episode with Missa Banny, I learned about his kindness. The most valuable lesson I learned about him from Ms Bernice Henry, the last time I visited she and Mass Roland, give me an insight about my history.
Ms Bernice told me about the kindness of grandpa Claudie, on his way home from the bush one day. Seeing her in her yard, he stopped to plant a garden egg at her fence for her. She said that it bear every year in abundance that she was able to share with her neighbours. Only other information I know about him are he decided to strike out on his own, away from the family land with his family. And he died of stomach cancer and mum cared for him. I learned this when my breda BYRON was struck down with colon cancer and the doctors wanted to know the family history. Then when I was home in 2014 for my youngest son’s wedding, my breda Balis told me about my sister Yvonne. About how she died from (epilepsy – fit) in grandpa’s arms. I knew I had a big sister who died, but not much else before Balis revelations.
My biggest surprise came when Ms Connie, mama’s best friend told me about mama’s life. From thence I began to fit the pieces together about mama’s life of adversities, struggling and sacrifices she had. Prior to all this I started taking notice of some of mama’s peculiarities. But hearing the stories began making more sense to me. By this time it was too late for me to do anything about what I was hearing. I do the next best thing on my return, after saying my final goodbye to mama on the 22nd January 2014. I started fitting the jigsaw together, writing the Eulogy/Remembrance for my mother. I know I was not going to be seeing mama alive again in the mortal flesh.
Writing the story, as a lasting legacy of her life, give me the opportunity to tell about my mother who was vilified, misunderstood, judged, condemned, rejected, etc.…, because we did not have the chance to know who our mother really was. This was primarily because of her inability to show her feelings and express her thoughts for others to understand. But via my own counselling on the advice of the Occupational Health doctor, that I should get Cognitive Behavioural Therapy…. I realised how much of an exceptional person my mother was. She had to be strong in order that she could survive. Mama sacrificed her life for her family and friends. In the end she did not even find the elusive love she craved after the death of my father.
Even though she had forgotten me, her only daughter as a result of the dementia www.alzheimers.org.uk/getinvolved. She did not forget the man she loved after my father, Mass Victor, but he was not the marrying type. That’s why I have become a www.dementiafriend.org.uk. I have been privilege to experience love in its many formats. The love of my father, who I lost about the age when I was going through another transitional development of puberty. Although dad lived until I was the age of twenty after the birth of my second child, http://worldreferee.com/referee/valdin-legister/bio. I lost my papa years before to Parkinson’s disease, even though he lived in the physical flesh. That’s why when I discover myself at https://www.parkisons.org.uk/get-involved/events, I was chuffed to see my photos.
I have the love of my 7 bredas, 2 younger and 5 older – 2 of the elders now deceased, and some very special boyfriends. Those boyfriends were just special, for being my friends. There were men who played important roles in my life and give me the gifts of motherhood. The fathers of my sons Kevin Murray and Valdin Legister. Mama was proud of the fact that she never have any of the patchwork children (pickney) Men with whom I have been in relationships with and taught me how to deal with some of my emotions. There are two men who were/is my husband. The love I have for my sons and their families. And I would be rather amiss if I did not mention that man who I like to refer to as my meeting on the Road the Road to Damascus going to the CAB at the Blue in Bermondsey. I am still trying to make sense of this impromptu meeting and the role GOD played in it.
But as my likkle breda Ervin said I am not to question God and this time I am going to take his advice. For those of you who are interested, I have not seen this person who make that appearance in my life and disappeared again. But he is somewhere in the background offering me his support, with his words of encouragement. Otherwise, I am doubting I could have achieved so much in my recovery? Some people, including my family don’t understand my need to talk to get things out of my system. But he does and I will always be grateful, because in the beginning I just viewed him as another annoying God person with an agenda from God that I didn’t want anything do with during the time I was at my lowest ebb.
On mama’s 94th birthdate, let me end by saying that anyone of my family who are having personal issues of their own. I would entreat them/us to take a page out of mother’s book of life. It’s time for us to stop being so (egocentric: adj. self-centred), and start thinking less about self and more about others. More so if there are children involved, as they will be affected like I was for the rest of their lives. Because mama sacrificed her life for her family, friends and whoever was in need of her tender loving care. There were matters over which she had no control to make the differences.
This was from the day she choose to stay at home with her parents as a dutiful daughter, instead of going to her posh family to reside at their prestigious home and learn the craft of baking exotic cakes. I do not know at what age Mama lost part of her thumb, but she was affected by it for the rest of her life. That’s why I am reflecting on the life of my grandma, mama and myself hoping lessons can and will be learned? Whatever will be, must be, but at the present I have my obligations to my elderly husband. This became my priority from the day I made my vows when he made an honest woman of me and I am Mr Mervelee Tomlinson.
Next I need to clear my name so I can move on with my life. That’s why I have my https://www.facebook.com/public/Mervelee-Myers, with my Pages. I will be using all my Social Media profiles to counteract https://www.gov.uk/employment-tribunal-decisions/ms-m-myers-v-london-early-years-foundation-2300047-2016. Because of the way I was stitched up by www.leyf.org after I got back from burying my MOTHER. I still have not had the chance to grieve for mama and this is affecting the way I am able to live my life.
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Let me get back to my main reasons for writing this post. 2. Along with the school to do the placement, I’d like to get a copy of a book. Book title: Supporting Teaching & Learning in Schools By: Louise Burnham & Brenda Baker Publishers: Heinemann ISBN 978-0-435032-03-6. Normally I’d go out to spend my money to buy my own, but my circumstances have changed.
Update 22.01.2018: I have had counselling http://www.slam-iapt.nhs.uk/southwark. There was a Judge’s Court Management for me to present Medical Reports at the Employment Tribunal. Only for them to turn around and treated me with prejudicial baises of the demeanest proportions they are unimaginable. Thats why I have written my Review of the Employment Tribunal, from my own perspectives. It will be going out to the relevant authorities and then going online, the same way the judgement was posted.
When I get this course over I intend to do “The Specialist Diploma Level 3” and take things from there. Hopefully I will then be able to do my PGCE after doing my research. The good thing about the above 2 courses I don’t have to do exams. As of now it’s more life as I move forward to conquer and overcome the “Fears of being JUDGED” that the PSYCHOPATHS who labelled me have done to me.
Update 22.01.2018: Well there was no joys for me here either, as I faced further discrimination from Tutu Adebiyi of http://www.hctgtoup.org. She told me when she called me for a visit, when I was handed a copy of the Impact Report 2016 Changing Times, Lasting Impact that she works in partnership with LEYF. Maybe that’s why I was not surprised when I was given the run around. It’s strange and I did not even notice the statistics until it was pointed out by http://www.ryanclement.com/. On page 9 of the Impact Report 2016. It states 1 in 5 of all suicides are associated with unemployment. I am positive that’s where my Coach, who I got to help me set up a business got the ideas from for what she done to me. Instead of publishing my book, she stole my copyright and tried to get me to write her life story in my book. After the way I was treated by Winsome Duncan of http://www.peachespublications.co.uk. I am only left with the evidence collected from both, that Barrister Ryan Clement groomed Winsome Duncan and they are operating a scam against vulnerable people. The plan was to harm me at Winsome’s 40th birthday party on the 27th October 2017. Because I was unwell and could not attend. Winsome send the Police and Ambulance Services to my home to section me on the 30th October 2017. I have the emails, text messages and messages on my house phone as proof.
They’ve blackened my name, ruined my reputations and destroyed my character. However the race is not for the swift, but those who can endure to the end. I am living my life in honour of my “Mother for whom I am regretting not to have known better”, because if I did, I’d have had a more enriched life. Mama could not read, but she spell and pronounce. She practiced writing and writing her “r” the old fashioned way. Everything I do these days in in “Mama’s Memory” as I look forward to writing another tribute for her 92nd Birth Date.
Update 22.01.2018: Although I have been pushed from pillow to posts over the past 4 years. Today as I celebrate the 4th year since I said my final goodbye to my mother. Despite not knowing and recognising me when I spent 4 weeks with her, because of her dementia http://www.dementiafriends.org.uk. She came around on the day I was returning to the UK, telling my son, “she did not come to say goodbye”? That’s the lasting legacy I have of my mum, because I have it digital. 
Let those without any SINS cast the first stone! My “Homemade Book” was borrowed to improve on as a Teaching & Learning Tool the day SKY News http://skynews.com/? visited. I haven’t heard “breeze blow bout it since”. Does any one know about “Copyrights & Patents”, I’d really appreciate. I intend to write my story bout “Sweet Cassava & Bitter Cassada” & it should be revealing. 





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Mervelee MyersCert WTC (Open) at The Open University
Had to go to the Hospital earlier to sort out my Health Conditions. I don’t wish to be a Burden to any1 if I can help it. Tomorrow I’ll have to go see the Nurse to do som more Health Checks. The Lord is keeping me going despite my Trials & Tribulations?
Mervelee MyersCert WTC (Open) at The Open University
Memories are made of this as reminiscing about the Life I had with my Family, brings comfort to me when I am down & out.