I was talking to Ms Ivy today, telling her about how I had gone clean out of myself when I reached my Street & walked pass my gate. A neighbour had to draw my attention to the fact & said I was welcome to theirs if I wanted to. I laughed off the incident as if nutn did a galang. Then another time I was rooted to the spot at the traffic lights & couldn’t cross… The driver in the vehicle had to honk me indicating I can cross. That was how Paranoia had taken over my life because of di WICKED EVIL RACIST THUGS! Well they know demself of course…
Had an appointment at the JC & turned up the wrong date. Luckily I’d turned up the wrong date b4 & not after or I’d be in di shit? Have this trip booked for months & got my wires crossed again because a dem again. So now I’ll be missing my GS christening, but what can I do, I’ll be away from the UK. I was thinking of getting my African garms out 4 the occasion, but it nah guh hapn… Hold head in hand & bawl like a cow – Lard wow mi get mi wires cross again. I am damned if I gwine mek any1 else strip I of I “Dignity, Self-Respect, Freedom, High-Spirits & Down-Right Fool-Hardiness to be Who I am – Ratty Nembhard. Without di Airs & Graces, etc, etc…
I am busy WRITING & I will not apologise fi nutn! 1nda if dem get mi gist yet?
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