I a in control! Did not turn on ICT for the past 4 days, only the old mobile # without internet. Need to shut myself from this Big Bad Mad World or I might have to put up a sign like y former Neighbour TESS that evey1 should blinking leave me alone unless they are from the MAUDSLEY…?
Have 2 more Sessions & I’ll be back to being my Own Therapist. I can be y own Confessor, Obeah/Gunzo Woman or anything else that I chose to be. Only 1 thing I know, no1 is going to catch me out as I have 1 interest & 1interest only – To Protect my Loved Ones. Life is not just about Me, but all the others whom y actions and behaviours can affect even when they go back to my Hedonistic Days b4 I knew any better & no1 was none the wiser.
Now I go write 1 Tribute that got wired in my head. After that I tackle my Assignments.
It’s official I don’t have to be KNRA fi di time being. The Law says I must stay a mi Yard & Care 4 TOM! Then I look forward to whatever the Future Brings…?
When that time comes I have sum decisions to make about the path I should go down…?
Lord please give me strength to continue as I am meant to go on. As always I can depend on my sister Mertie Bernard
to pick up the phone & chat to me when she feels the vibes. No thought about her Credit a guh done!