Feeling fatique, been up since dog fraid. However done y write up, only left to edit. I’ll go read the Newspaper & then cook Mass TOM dinner.

Oh by the way I a now a Full Time CARER, doing buts here & there on the side.

OK might make some calls later as I’ve been isolating myself from the important peeps for too long.

Joan Bernard Tom told me the Lady who come from same place called. Soon link U mi Cuzzo!

HVD to the General my #2son Valdin Legister, his dad Michael Legister the 1st LOVE of Ratty Nembhard? Now I bring in the extended Family in the mix. To each & all wherever U might be njoy Ur VD. Each 1 have played their own significant roles in Ledgie’s life, from the MIL, Mr Hum-Bugs Other 1/2. Nuff Love & Respects to all of U.

Happy Valentines to my #1son Kevin Murray, his Dad Master Lloyd Anthony Murray aka Natchie. His Family Donnett Lee-Murray & my grandson Kevin JNR aka IVAN as I love to think of him.

Now Westmoreland need to go out & make the change. For 2 long U’ve sat back & decide to stay back a Cow Tail. Vote JLP!

Valentine’s Day 2016 & there is just so much to ponder about my life. Let me start with the current situation. Been up since the crack of dawn again tending to my TOM. I help him to care for himself, but we have a limit & there are certain matters over which we have no control.

If Money could cure some of the ailments then we’d probably big, borrow, mortgage or even steal to address the matters.

Recalled TOM saying recently that he is going to Rob a Bank to buy a House. I jokingly say when U were Superman U never think of robbing no bank. But now U can hardly put 1 foot b4 the other U are thinking that?

Its not been easy this past year, especially since I was pushed over the edge by those Psychopaths. But my Counsellor Laura Tinsley of the NHS has supported my recovery. She told me I am a different person from the 1 who she saw when I 1st started. She acknowledged I am a FIGHTER, who did not let anything stand in my way.

I intend to go on the same way forward. My duty is towards my husband TOM & I’ll be there for him God’s willing.

14.2.2016 I dedicate my life to him like when we got together August 2001. God has our lives in his hands & is planning the future & I’ll lead wherever I a directed.

HVD to TOM & I & I prove the Nay-Sayers wrong. I AM NOT A GOLD DIGGER or am I? Well TOM will agree I am not.

But I look out & fight for what’s MINE!

14.2.2016 marks 36 years that my Papa IS Nembhard was laid to rest on his own plot of land in GaGa Street Westmoreland Jamaica. Mr Melvin Dennison was at his funeral. Just 2 of the great Men who played important parts in my life. In my Papa & Mr Dennison’s memory I say go out & vote on the 25.2.2015. Can’t tell any1 who to vote for… But if I could I know both Men would join me in saying vote JLP! For me it’s all down to the Beliefs, Values & Principles by which I was brought up with.

14.2.2016 marks 36 years that my Papa IS Nembhard was laid to rest on his own plot of land in GaGa Street Westmoreland Jamaica. Mr Melvin Dennison was at his funeral. Just 2 of the great Men who played important parts in my life. In my Papa & Mr Dennison’s memory I say go out & vote on the 25.2.2015. Can’t tell any1 who to vote for… But if I could I know both Men would join me in saying vote JLP! For me it’s all down to the Beliefs, Values & Principles by which I was brought up with.

Was on my way home & decided to do the walking to keep in shape! 1 of my past pupil’s parent paid me a compliment yesterday saying how different I looked? But just couldn’t keep up as the breeze nearly blew me away>>> So walked to the station to pick my Free Paper & boarded the bus. Read all the way home & sum as I was falling asleep! Feeling TIRED & I know that is because of the EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER I’d been thru this week, but di suh called Bad Ass Crab-Loos-ARSES kept dem distance. Dem must get di Message? If 1 is prepared to deny lickle BICKLE to the hungry tek wey U RC & nuh cum argue wid me cause in my eyes U a WICKED! I just don’t pay lip service I am Woman to my Words, Actions & Deeds! Me a guh Rest as I have LOTS to do this weekend!

Another year has passed in the annals of my history! My Papa was laid to rest on this day 34 years ago! Dad is gone but not forgotten & with all that he taught Me I am empowered to grow stronger daily. The only thing in Life that is Certain is DEATH & I have come to terms with Death as an entity.

Happy Birthday to my 1st niece Ann Marie aka Cherry Nembhard-Chambers! Have a God blessed 1 my DN & when the day is ended keep up with the counting? Suffice it to say U have now gone pass the age that Balis established so more reasons to celebrate! XXX auntie Ratty & the Clans…

Time fi play dem RC GAME!!! Kin BC teeth & gi dem wat dem want…. Tink ME did born suh Frigging Big & Old?